Jan 17, 2006 21:46
Touch me deeply as you once had
and I will not soon forget it.
Guess yourself, again. These might be easy.
1. You get #1 because you were the first, and are still the only boy who can read and understand my every facial expression. Where have you gone?
2. I've come to realize that the things I used to find attractive in you now make me laugh. Oh, and Max Bemis wrote a song for you.
3. You are any and every single thing I need, besides the obvious. Sometimes, I don't think you have agreeing feelings towards me, sometimes I think you're embarassed. I've already cried thinking about our last day of school together.
4. You are honestly someone who I feel comfortable in any and every aspect with, you're one of about two. I feel like you close your eyes when we're talking. Come home.
5. Here we go, I'm lame. "I'm starting to fashion an idea in my head where I would impress you with every single word I said, would come out insightful, or brave, or smooth, or charming. And you'd wanna call me. And I'd be there every time you'd need me." Feel me on this one. 33 minutes.
6. I can't look you in the eye without feeling like the dirtiest person I know.
7. I care for and connect with you so much. But to be honest, when I observe you, sometimes I don't like you at all and wonder what the hell you're thinking.
8. I've neglected you so much I don't know where to begin not.
9. I feel like I bring out the side of you which started my straying and keeps me running from you, I'm cursed.
10. Am I just a mistake to you? I've fallen off the earth, according to you, and when I visit I'm greeted by rolling eyes.
11. Don't tell me what to do ever again.
12. I want to know why you're so nice to me, and why I get effort from you at all.
13. You are my other Sheridan, the person I love because you're a bitch and can't be proven wrong even when you are. I don't think we've ever disagreed on a thing.
14. I feel like you honestly want more than to take pictures with me to post on the internet, I find you sincere and amazing from what I've observed in one night.