I need a vacation

[oc_drunk18]

i need a vacation and i sit here thinking to myself what could be, and what has been....and all i keep comming to is what it was like just 6 years ago....things were simple, never had to worry about anything...then you hit adolesence, and then high school, then you turn 18 and it all goes down hill from there, you have a unique summer of your senior year into your freshman year of college, then you cant think about anything but college....then you get there, you settle in, you meet your cool roomates, and stoner suitemates, and then BAM...it hits you like a brick wall....you miss it....you miss the old days, you feel alone and scared in the world around you. You feel depressed and want nothing more than to be home in your bed, with your puppy, which you didnt say goodbye to on the last trip home.....but you want things to be back to the 'normal' state. but then again if no one ever grew up then what fun would life be....what would the purpose be? what would the reason be to get out of bed everymorning and tackle the challenges that face us.....why? well we mature and we age...and then we hit our prime and dont even realize its our prime because we're too busy getting drunk, stoned and laid....none of which i've experienced...well minus the drunk part....but the years pass you by....and before you know it your 95 years old living in a nursing home having a cute 28 year old single nurse wipe your ass and feed you a blended processed ham and mashed potato milkshake through a straw....wiping your chin when you miss....and then BAM....your lifes over....your lying in a box, looking down and wondering what you should have done differently...

life sucks then you die...

i.miss.home.like.whoa.