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Right now I feel like I still am not as happy as I usually am. I kind of feel like I don't have anything good to look forward to. Usually I love waking up in the mornings because I have something good to look forward to everyday. Sometimes someone, sometimes something. But right now I feel like I have nothing to look forward to everyday. I mean I have days where I don't even understand why I woke up that morning. I don't understand why I feel like this. I also kinda feel like I don't have that many people that I can call in the middle of the night if I am really upset or want to get something off of my chest.
It kind of seems that right now all I have been getting is criticism from a lot of people. Whether it be at home from my Dad saying that I don't spend enough time on my school work and that I don't give a crap about school..But I do. Or it be from other people about almost everything imaginable. I feel like I am not good enough...
It kind of seems that right now all I have been getting is criticism from a lot of people. Whether it be at home from my Dad saying that I don't spend enough time on my school work and that I don't give a crap about school..But I do. Or it be from other people about almost everything imaginable. I feel like I am not good enough...