Apr 21, 2004 15:33
Today wasn't really anything special. Went to school... Then we had the gayest assembely ever ... the only good thing was the disney songs!!! you gotta love them disney songs!!! HAHAHAHA. But yea, I don't really get it.. Today, all of a sudden, I don't really feel as happy as usual. I mean i'm not depressed or anything, just all of a sudden, I feel like I am not really myself, and that I am just not as happy. I can't figure out why either. It may just be that I miss my Mom and stuff along those lines, but I honestly don't know. As corny as it may sound, I feel like there is some kind of emptiness in me. An emptiness that I can't figure out what will fill it. I kind of feel like I don't really laugh as much. And I feel like I am not as funny as usual(sorry to brag) hehe. I just can't figure out why I all of a sudden feel like this... Well I am gonna go now cause Kim is coming over here to work on the damn history study guide. I hope that the OC tonight will make me feel somewhat better. Seeing Adam Brody always does :)