Gabbi STOP IT
1st) Gabbi I love you you've been my best friend since forever, and that'll never change.
Now that I've said that... Mind your own bloody business, yes you are one of the main reasons that i'm upset with my girlfriend but nothing you say is going to change how i feel at the moment. And if you have gone to the doctor's when you started feeling dicky they said they could have treated it and you wouldn't have been hospitalized. I know you didn't plan on ending up in the hospital but honestly, Emma DIED from the FLU last year; i mean seriously if that doesn't make you want to see a doctor when ur feeling really sick what will. And please stop telling me that i'm overreacting, i'm not a git I know i'm overreacting but right now I don't care. You should know better than anyone that just the thought of losing my friends is something I can't handle.
Oh and the rubbish about me not being around to help keep the group together, that's bollox and I'm still in awe you said that, i'm making the biggest effort to stay in contact. and you're making an effort to stay in contact with me and bear which i think is great, but we kno other ppl. CALL THEM, VISIT, i don't care what u do jus do it, i can't fly back every weekend thats even expensive for you. The group is falling apart and you're the only one there that can keep it together, i've done it till now and i wasn't even in the country. Myrr would be crying right now if she could see wat was going on I kno coz i find myself crying thinking of it and i'm getting nightscares coz of it. I'm snapping on ppl left and right coz it's stressing me out. So think about what you're saying coz if you stay mad at me too my head will explode.
And finally if you want to see alice you visit her i'll give you the address but i'm not going to have her travel to find u thats a bit daft don't you think? I'll give you her address jus let her kno ur coming.
I love you darling, and miss you
Kit(ten)
Now that I've said that... Mind your own bloody business, yes you are one of the main reasons that i'm upset with my girlfriend but nothing you say is going to change how i feel at the moment. And if you have gone to the doctor's when you started feeling dicky they said they could have treated it and you wouldn't have been hospitalized. I know you didn't plan on ending up in the hospital but honestly, Emma DIED from the FLU last year; i mean seriously if that doesn't make you want to see a doctor when ur feeling really sick what will. And please stop telling me that i'm overreacting, i'm not a git I know i'm overreacting but right now I don't care. You should know better than anyone that just the thought of losing my friends is something I can't handle.
Oh and the rubbish about me not being around to help keep the group together, that's bollox and I'm still in awe you said that, i'm making the biggest effort to stay in contact. and you're making an effort to stay in contact with me and bear which i think is great, but we kno other ppl. CALL THEM, VISIT, i don't care what u do jus do it, i can't fly back every weekend thats even expensive for you. The group is falling apart and you're the only one there that can keep it together, i've done it till now and i wasn't even in the country. Myrr would be crying right now if she could see wat was going on I kno coz i find myself crying thinking of it and i'm getting nightscares coz of it. I'm snapping on ppl left and right coz it's stressing me out. So think about what you're saying coz if you stay mad at me too my head will explode.
And finally if you want to see alice you visit her i'll give you the address but i'm not going to have her travel to find u thats a bit daft don't you think? I'll give you her address jus let her kno ur coming.
I love you darling, and miss you
Kit(ten)