Sick again
I don't understand myself and my emotions.
I was around ***** all day today and that made me extremely happy (i don't know why i bother starring his name ashley ur the only one who reads this) but I'm just depressed; my body is tired and my soul is tired. I slept three hours this afternoon with my phone on my stomach hoping he would call me or text me but he only did once in answer to my text. You will hear all of this tonight before you read it so there's no point in putting it down....I just like to complain...
My is my soul so tired? It's not like anything bad happened today. In fact things were good. I think I just expected too much. And I had this hope that since it's my favorite day of the year, something would happen particularly after you told me about yesterday. but it didn't and I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of it.
I was around ***** all day today and that made me extremely happy (i don't know why i bother starring his name ashley ur the only one who reads this) but I'm just depressed; my body is tired and my soul is tired. I slept three hours this afternoon with my phone on my stomach hoping he would call me or text me but he only did once in answer to my text. You will hear all of this tonight before you read it so there's no point in putting it down....I just like to complain...
My is my soul so tired? It's not like anything bad happened today. In fact things were good. I think I just expected too much. And I had this hope that since it's my favorite day of the year, something would happen particularly after you told me about yesterday. but it didn't and I'm tired of waiting. I'm tired of it.