Jan 31, 2005 17:26
well today started off good i guess, i went into david's 2nd period with my head high cuz i knew we were friends again.But i didnt even look at him..i didnt want it to look obvious..lol..well i got my report card n i actually did better than i had done in while..but it was still bad..lol but im trying harder..any ways..well the bell rang after lunch to go to 5th period.. n i ran into rudy..(my luv) lol..ne ways n he told me that david was going to Columbus High School, which he had told me that on saterday, but i refused to believe him because he had already told everyone in the beginning of the year that he was leaving but it was a lye..so i didnt take it into consideration...well back to rudy..he told me that david was leaving and well i was curious to know if he was sure..but then he told me that rudy's cousin had takin the test at Columbus with david..so it was tru..then i started crying...i kno u should cry over bois but i couldnt help it he means too much to me..then his cousin in my 5th period told me that today was his last day n that he left early...i was crying even harder...but all my friends had told me not to cry 4 sumone hu had hurt me so much so i stopped but still felt hurt inside...so finally i guess things happen for a reason..n besides we werent talking now ne ways we were just friends at this time so...but he still loves me n i love him..but things always happen for a reason..n besides i think im starting to fall for my friend..but shhhhh..cant tell u hu it is.....c'mon cuhs its a secret!!