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[obstinatrix]

Having expended all my 7.17 feels in other people's LJ posts, I am left with only one (completely unrelated) question: why is exhibitionist!Sam not more of a thing?

This is really a rhetorical question, but I felt like typing it out all the same.

eta: Also, fandom has EXPLODED in crossdressed!Sam lately. This seems to be part of a slow

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[obstinatrix]

See, this is one of the reasons why you are so awesome. I express an unfounded porny request, and you show up and tell me why it is psychologically logical. ♥

YES, though. I completely agree. There was a prompt I wanted to write during Blindfold about Sam having, like, serious exhibitionist tendencies, but I was too embarrassed by a) how extreme it was and b) how sexy I found the whole thing to actually write it. fdgfdfhdfhb dammit. Like, publicdisgrace.com levels of exhibitionism.

I should probably lock this entry. OH WELL.

[obstinatrix]

Weeping with how true this is. And I think you're right, too, about 'healthier' ways not necessarily sufficing, because he is so extreme in everything he does. Sam does everything wholeheartedly. This may be me projecting, but there's something about 'oh, he's getting fucked in front of a room full of people who all showed up expecting this' that is kind of 'eh, whatever, it doesn't count.' As opposed to 'no, they're actually doing this in the parking lot/against the window in broad daylight/on a bus', where nobody is expecting it and the threat, and thus the thrill, is real

[cordelia_gray]

Just some drive-by LOVE for this conversation.

Also, it is totally my head-canon that Sam & Dean make a little extra cash with a webcam when they can't find a good pool game to hustle.

[obstinatrix]

Definitely! Unf, someone please write this. Obviously they'll have to wear masks or paint their faces or something, what with usually being manhunted by someone or other, but that's okay. ;)

[runedgirl]

SO TRUE!!! :)

[obstinatrix]

The best part is that Dean always feels personally proud when Sam is kinky.

[killabeez]

Your brain is the best thing in the world.

[valiant]

Just butting in to say publicdisgrace.com is right up my alley, pls write this.

[obstinatrix]

I tried, but I was physically blushing too much to continue. Must become more shameless.

[rock_chick_333]

Bwahahaha, you have to be shitting me. You write pyroclastic J2 elevator knotting fic sans rougir, but a little steamy-Sammy exhibitionism is too near the knuckle for you?

*fond, exasperated look*

[obstinatrix]

YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. IT'S LIKE IT GETS ME OFF TOO MUCH. If I wrote it everyone would know the weird inner workings of my kinky soul.

[rock_chick_333]

Honey, I am unimpressed by your argument. One of my kink fics is 99% personal experience, with the serial numbers haphazardly filed off and still perfectly legible. It gives me a dirty little thrill every time I think about it, knowing that anyone can read it; wondering if they can see the truth in it, if they know that about me now.

Uh, maybe I'm a tiny touch exhibitionist, myself. Possibly. *snicker*

Prize for guessing which fic I'm talking about.

[obstinatrix]

Yeah, I think it's your exhibitionist side that makes this okay for you. ;) I don't know how I can have a huge kink for other people getting totally humiliated in public, but...eh, I can't begin to explain. I just want to write fic where things happen that would just give 99.9% of the world secondhand embarrassment.

There is this clip of a girl being fucked by a whole load of people in a hardware store, while other random customers stand around, that I have watched a least ten times. That's all I'm saying.