I don't think I will able to write down a smart, logic comment in the next days but seriously, I'm trying. Plus, english isn't really my first language so I will surely make a lot of mistakes. First things first, your writing skills are amazing! I've seen only a few stories so well written. This is seriously one of the best. And don't make me say how much my feelings changed during the reading, like I was one of those three poor bastards - mostly your Cas, Jesus, I am still so attached to him - and I was being through everything they had to deal with. Jimmy's departure, the first week with Cas in Sam's body, that fucking talk between Cas and Dean that made me tear up A LOT - it was joy, most of all, btw -, the whole 'Star Wars' scene, Sam's search for Cas within his body... like I said, everything. And the arts helped me imagining the scenes too - God bless the artist, yeah, my love is for you too darling -. The talk with the 'old man'? Perfect. Mainly because I feel the same, I can imagine Castiel only as Jimmy Novak, no one else. And the ending was speechless. The sex scene - UGH, the sex scene. Don't make me start talking about the sex scene please. I'm not used to it normally, but I really enjoyed this one. THE HUG AT THE END ASKLJVNSAFGBHSGKTH Had I already say how much I liked the Cas/Sam friendship here? No? I FREAKIN' LOVED IT.
I loved to read about our old little Cas, after all this mess with the new season - ç___ç -, I missed his awkwardness and sincerely laughed at it especially every time he stopped and looked at Dean, like in the bathroom, and for the moments when he thought all those almost perv things that-- oh my God, I was all like "Cas! What the hell are you thinking! What- wait- CAS!" I started sobbing when he hid himself and started again to blame himself because of the guilt Dean must have been felt when he broke their only rule. And I smiled softly - and in a very fangirly way because I started screaming too - when I saw him so happy after he and Dean fixed everything. He was just *so* Cas. Completely Cas.
I adored Dean. He was the post-Godstiel-Dean that I always pictured in my mind, and that should have been in the show, if the all Leviathan-thing didn't pop up at the last minute. The forgive-ful Dean, the one who would listen to Cas instead of saying at him that he was a traitor, that he was completely wrong. The understanding Dean. Because he's not supposed only to be the manly one, the 'no-more-chick-flick-moments' one. He has feelings too and there are times when he has to share them to someone. He's capable of listening. He *can* do it, as well he can understand the reasons that are beyond a specific act. No matter if these reasons are stupid, or pointless, or fucked up, he should have listened and THEN 'judge'. Your Dean did everything right, from my point of view.
Sam was flawless as he always does, putting his brother and friend's happiness before his own. His lack of selfishness always astonish me, but I can't think at him without this trait. He's almost everytime the one in the worst conditions, but can't stop himself from trying and trying and trying again to help the ones he loves. And, most of all, he actually understood that Dean needed to have someone else in his life beside his little brother, thing that most of the people I know, people that consider themselves Dean Girls, can't understand. So, all the awards for Sammy, your Sammy, the real Sammy.
Oookay, sorry, I wrote a fucking endless comment, I'm about to finish I promise. Just one more thing: I just want you to know that I love you. I read this story in just a couple of hours, I liveblogged it on Tumblr and I recommended it to all the people I know could be interested. So keep being awesome darling!
Oh, bb. ♥ I am overwhelmed by this comment! I don't even know what to say, except to thank you so much for taking the time to tell me that you liked the fic! I'm so glad you enjoyed it!
First things first, your writing skills are amazing! I've seen only a few stories so well written. This is seriously one of the best. And don't make me say how much my feelings changed during the reading, like I was one of those three poor bastards - mostly your Cas, Jesus, I am still so attached to him - and I was being through everything they had to deal with. Jimmy's departure, the first week with Cas in Sam's body, that fucking talk between Cas and Dean that made me tear up A LOT - it was joy, most of all, btw -, the whole 'Star Wars' scene, Sam's search for Cas within his body... like I said, everything. And the arts helped me imagining the scenes too - God bless the artist, yeah, my love is for you too darling -.
The talk with the 'old man'? Perfect. Mainly because I feel the same, I can imagine Castiel only as Jimmy Novak, no one else. And the ending was speechless. The sex scene - UGH, the sex scene. Don't make me start talking about the sex scene please. I'm not used to it normally, but I really enjoyed this one.
THE HUG AT THE END ASKLJVNSAFGBHSGKTH Had I already say how much I liked the Cas/Sam friendship here? No? I FREAKIN' LOVED IT.
I loved to read about our old little Cas, after all this mess with the new season - ç___ç -, I missed his awkwardness and sincerely laughed at it especially every time he stopped and looked at Dean, like in the bathroom, and for the moments when he thought all those almost perv things that-- oh my God, I was all like "Cas! What the hell are you thinking! What- wait- CAS!"
I started sobbing when he hid himself and started again to blame himself because of the guilt Dean must have been felt when he broke their only rule. And I smiled softly - and in a very fangirly way because I started screaming too - when I saw him so happy after he and Dean fixed everything. He was just *so* Cas. Completely Cas.
I adored Dean. He was the post-Godstiel-Dean that I always pictured in my mind, and that should have been in the show, if the all Leviathan-thing didn't pop up at the last minute. The forgive-ful Dean, the one who would listen to Cas instead of saying at him that he was a traitor, that he was completely wrong. The understanding Dean. Because he's not supposed only to be the manly one, the 'no-more-chick-flick-moments' one. He has feelings too and there are times when he has to share them to someone. He's capable of listening. He *can* do it, as well he can understand the reasons that are beyond a specific act. No matter if these reasons are stupid, or pointless, or fucked up, he should have listened and THEN 'judge'. Your Dean did everything right, from my point of view.
Sam was flawless as he always does, putting his brother and friend's happiness before his own. His lack of selfishness always astonish me, but I can't think at him without this trait. He's almost everytime the one in the worst conditions, but can't stop himself from trying and trying and trying again to help the ones he loves. And, most of all, he actually understood that Dean needed to have someone else in his life beside his little brother, thing that most of the people I know, people that consider themselves Dean Girls, can't understand. So, all the awards for Sammy, your Sammy, the real Sammy.
Oookay, sorry, I wrote a fucking endless comment, I'm about to finish I promise. Just one more thing: I just want you to know that I love you. I read this story in just a couple of hours, I liveblogged it on Tumblr and I recommended it to all the people I know could be interested. So keep being awesome darling!
With love,
Eli~
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