big things
Wow, I've had so many thoughts in my head over the past few weeks and I've been trying to wrap my head around life.
Sometimes I can feel so blah about life, like.. so many little things that aren't the way I want them to be, and then I feel guilty because I have great life.. I have amazing friends, a full time job that I love, a family I am close with and my parents are actually still married! I have little neices who I adore, I have a nice apartment, a car, everything I've pretty much wanted. I'm healthy, I can walk/talk/see/hear. Isn't it so funny how you can easily take things for granted.
It's strange, I don't know. One thing I do know though, is that I am definatley not living my full potential. I have felt over the past few weeks that I am on the verge on something really big.. something really great happening. I've sorta been waiting to see what was going to happen, but I think I just need to figure out the next step. It's pretty exciting, and so far involves going to Mexico the last week of September... come one come all! it also involves going somewhere after that for some time.. to make some serious cash, pay off my debts, travel the world and come back to Victoria, where I definatley want to be.. and where I want to settle down, but who wants to settle down now?!
Yeah, lots of changes.. starting with my work.. I am no longer at the shop I've been working at, I'm apparently going to be working at the other Anna's by wallyworld, FYI.. not so pumped over it, since i love where I work, but I guess change isn't always bad, ya never know..!
Anyways.. yes.. my deep thoughts of the week.
Sometimes I can feel so blah about life, like.. so many little things that aren't the way I want them to be, and then I feel guilty because I have great life.. I have amazing friends, a full time job that I love, a family I am close with and my parents are actually still married! I have little neices who I adore, I have a nice apartment, a car, everything I've pretty much wanted. I'm healthy, I can walk/talk/see/hear. Isn't it so funny how you can easily take things for granted.
It's strange, I don't know. One thing I do know though, is that I am definatley not living my full potential. I have felt over the past few weeks that I am on the verge on something really big.. something really great happening. I've sorta been waiting to see what was going to happen, but I think I just need to figure out the next step. It's pretty exciting, and so far involves going to Mexico the last week of September... come one come all! it also involves going somewhere after that for some time.. to make some serious cash, pay off my debts, travel the world and come back to Victoria, where I definatley want to be.. and where I want to settle down, but who wants to settle down now?!
Yeah, lots of changes.. starting with my work.. I am no longer at the shop I've been working at, I'm apparently going to be working at the other Anna's by wallyworld, FYI.. not so pumped over it, since i love where I work, but I guess change isn't always bad, ya never know..!
Anyways.. yes.. my deep thoughts of the week.