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A year ago I was still a strugglin junkie completely detached from reality, hiding out in the fantasies of Kevin obrien. Acting as if the previous few years didn't exist, didn't mean a thing, no lessons learned. Today I wake up a community college graduate, haven't touched hard drugs in over 6 months and completely obrien-less. Do I have a fucking long way to go? Yes. Have I started to finally learn from my mistakes? Yes. My New Years resolution is to start taking my own advice. I want to be able to wake up a year from now and not have to regret everything I've done all year. Again.