May 08, 2006 14:48
why does sprint have to be so fucking lame?
i got a voicemail from jesse today saying he misses me. honestly i miss him too. a lot. not in a romantic i want his affection way either. i miss getting drunk calls from him and seeing him when i go home. our whole relationship has been weird but he took me on the best date i've ever been on, got me cheesecake at 3 in the morning and eventually grew to be one of my best guy friends ever. now i dont know when i'll hear from him again and im pouting because its all my phone's fault.
i have such a love/hate relationship with the military. i hate that it's robbing so many men from their youth but i respect everything they do and the sacrifices made everyday that go unnoticed by the large majority. i hate that it took my dad away from me for my entire childhood but i respect why he was gone.
i just want jesse to know i love him and hope he stays safe.