Still pissed but with reason.
Now before I just left you all with a little 5-10 words of me saying I was very pissed. Well I am still pissed. BUT NOW I SHALL SORTA TELL YOU WHY WITHOUT HAVE THE PERSON GETTING UPSET.
Yes, this person may be you. Nah i'm just kidding to add some suspense. Sorry sorry.
LJ-CUT! If you do not like extreme bullying, sorta rape and angry Mandy then I suggest you do not read this. Also if you are sensitive and cry with anything like this I don't want you reading this because it'll just make me feel really bad.
Anyway. Yesterday I went to the store to see if they had pocky. Because I just love pocky and I really needed it to calm my nerves down because I was kinda upset over the fight I had with my dad about the fact he was too lazy to take his son home at 3 in the morning so yeah. Infront of the store was a group of kids and I knew who they were. I did NOT want to see them nor talk to them since one of the girls was the one that got me stuck in school for my friday detention. So I tried to ignore her so I would avoid another fight with her.
For those who don't know. I don't think anyone really knows WHY I got into a fight with this girl. It was because she seems to hate the fact I am not straight so she likes to pick on me alot. I've known her since 5th grade and back then I used to leave her alone about it until 8th grade. The year I couldn't take that shit anymore and decided to fight back. Now I go to a catholic school so you get bullied pretty bad if you're gay. Not that bad but sometimes pretty bad depending on your personality. Back in 5th grade I was pretty anti-social and a bit disturbing. So people just seemed to hate me for that but the fact they had found out I was not like everyone else and not straight they took that as a bonus. Punching, pulling hair, pushing, any type of bullying I more or less I got it. I even got garbage thrown at me which was utterly disgusting. Most of the guys used to touch me alot in rude and sexually ways around 7th grade just to "tease" me in their very nasty ways. ...Bad memories... Now I kept quiet and left it alone until I was around in 8th grade. This girl has been one of the main people that has been bullying me since I was in 5th grade and will not stop no matter what the hell I do.
Back to the store incident. While I was going inside the store she grabbed me by my jacket collar and pulled me back to her. That was fucking rude and hurt my neck. Her friends just went along with it and called me names. But most of them were joking around and I am friends with some of them so I just laughed it off. But then she had to open her mouth and say shit she shouldn't have said. Bringing in people that she has no right to. So next thing you know I yanked her by the hair and flunged her...sorta. Then I went inside the store to get what I needed. 5 boxes of pocky.
I'm really pissed off that she brung in some friends of mine and family. I wish I kicked her in the face...
This is why I hate bullying in any way and being touched alot (but that is also because of an incident that happend with a perverted cousin and perverted girl). And I had no one to talk my anger to yesterday and today since no one really was on. Ugh now I just wanna cry my eyes out but it's not worth it. I have to do my homework anyway. I may cry later on tonight before dinner.
Yes, this person may be you. Nah i'm just kidding to add some suspense. Sorry sorry.
LJ-CUT! If you do not like extreme bullying, sorta rape and angry Mandy then I suggest you do not read this. Also if you are sensitive and cry with anything like this I don't want you reading this because it'll just make me feel really bad.
Anyway. Yesterday I went to the store to see if they had pocky. Because I just love pocky and I really needed it to calm my nerves down because I was kinda upset over the fight I had with my dad about the fact he was too lazy to take his son home at 3 in the morning so yeah. Infront of the store was a group of kids and I knew who they were. I did NOT want to see them nor talk to them since one of the girls was the one that got me stuck in school for my friday detention. So I tried to ignore her so I would avoid another fight with her.
For those who don't know. I don't think anyone really knows WHY I got into a fight with this girl. It was because she seems to hate the fact I am not straight so she likes to pick on me alot. I've known her since 5th grade and back then I used to leave her alone about it until 8th grade. The year I couldn't take that shit anymore and decided to fight back. Now I go to a catholic school so you get bullied pretty bad if you're gay. Not that bad but sometimes pretty bad depending on your personality. Back in 5th grade I was pretty anti-social and a bit disturbing. So people just seemed to hate me for that but the fact they had found out I was not like everyone else and not straight they took that as a bonus. Punching, pulling hair, pushing, any type of bullying I more or less I got it. I even got garbage thrown at me which was utterly disgusting. Most of the guys used to touch me alot in rude and sexually ways around 7th grade just to "tease" me in their very nasty ways. ...Bad memories... Now I kept quiet and left it alone until I was around in 8th grade. This girl has been one of the main people that has been bullying me since I was in 5th grade and will not stop no matter what the hell I do.
Back to the store incident. While I was going inside the store she grabbed me by my jacket collar and pulled me back to her. That was fucking rude and hurt my neck. Her friends just went along with it and called me names. But most of them were joking around and I am friends with some of them so I just laughed it off. But then she had to open her mouth and say shit she shouldn't have said. Bringing in people that she has no right to. So next thing you know I yanked her by the hair and flunged her...sorta. Then I went inside the store to get what I needed. 5 boxes of pocky.
I'm really pissed off that she brung in some friends of mine and family. I wish I kicked her in the face...
This is why I hate bullying in any way and being touched alot (but that is also because of an incident that happend with a perverted cousin and perverted girl). And I had no one to talk my anger to yesterday and today since no one really was on. Ugh now I just wanna cry my eyes out but it's not worth it. I have to do my homework anyway. I may cry later on tonight before dinner.