Nov 16, 2009 20:49
God-fricken-help-me!
I finished my first two exams, Math and History out of the way,
and Now, we have the greatest fucking thing this year.
My english exam.
You may have noticed I have been failing miserably in english for the last two terms, god knows what my reports going to look like,
and I get to sit in a dank, musty room, Tomorow for an hour and forty minutes, and write two essays and 5 paragraph analysis'.
To fully understand the greviousness of this situation, I should inform you that I thought about jumping out in front of a car walking home today. Worried? You should be, I'm practically tearing my hair out in chunks. I'm so totally going to fail this exam, miserably so, so devastatingly so that their going to demote me!
Leave me to my misery. I swear I just can't sit still, I've chewed my fingers raw, and my pens a mangled mess of plastic. AND I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HOW BAD I"M GOING TO DO!
Tomorow, during the test, I'm probably spontanously combust. I'm not kidding, I'll have a brain meltdown, and go catatonic. Annoying thing is that I have Science and Japanese the day after, which is crap, because I like them, and I'm not toooo stressed about them...much.
OH MI GOD!
I'm totally freaking out!!
DEEP BREATHS, DEEP BREATHS
In, out, in out, in, out,
AND
The worst part is, I can't actually study for anything!
I think I'm going to go have an Anyuerism now...
panic attack,
exams,
stress,
english