exes from out of the woodwork
ran into nick twice this week.
wow.
hadn't talked to him in two years at least.
it was nice to talk to him. but now i'm really weirded out. discussion got intense.
we went out to his car to talk; he started crying. told me he regretted all the horrible things he did to me because in the end i was the best thing he ever had. how every day since i walked out of his life he's thought about how bad he fucked things up and how not a day goes by that he doesn't regret what he did.
wow.
redemption.
i'm supposed to go out to lunch with him sometime this week. i'm not sure what we're going to say to one another. i feel like we got most of it out the other night. i guess this is the tester to see if we can actually be friends now or not. i thought maybe we could, but with all those emotions he's been harboring... maybe not.
yikes.
that's fucking crazy.
i still can't quite wrap my mind around it. i just assumed he hated me, and i never really thought about him again. since we broke up, i haven't even said his name without a sneer. i haven't said anything good about him, let alone thought anything pleasent about him since we were together. then come to find out all this.
wow.
i'm fucking good at getting people to spill their guts to me.
*insert sadistic laugh here*
wow.
hadn't talked to him in two years at least.
it was nice to talk to him. but now i'm really weirded out. discussion got intense.
we went out to his car to talk; he started crying. told me he regretted all the horrible things he did to me because in the end i was the best thing he ever had. how every day since i walked out of his life he's thought about how bad he fucked things up and how not a day goes by that he doesn't regret what he did.
wow.
redemption.
i'm supposed to go out to lunch with him sometime this week. i'm not sure what we're going to say to one another. i feel like we got most of it out the other night. i guess this is the tester to see if we can actually be friends now or not. i thought maybe we could, but with all those emotions he's been harboring... maybe not.
yikes.
that's fucking crazy.
i still can't quite wrap my mind around it. i just assumed he hated me, and i never really thought about him again. since we broke up, i haven't even said his name without a sneer. i haven't said anything good about him, let alone thought anything pleasent about him since we were together. then come to find out all this.
wow.
i'm fucking good at getting people to spill their guts to me.
*insert sadistic laugh here*