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One week of classes to do, then a couple of days of testing and the summer semester is over. Thank the powers, I am so ready for it to be over. Then I can start trying to raise money for my textbooks, cuz GUESS WHAT...
$820.00 for my fall texts. Oh yes, I did say over eight hundred dollars, sweetie cakes. I damn near had a stroke.
So yeah....I'm going to have to beg, borrow, steal, and who knows what else to pay for that chunk of paper. PAPER! WHAT THE HELL!
On to happier things.
But...things with Jason are going very well. ;) He doesn't want a dog for himself, but he uses my puppy as an excuse to come over a couple of times a week to walk her with me at the dog park where I gush about how well she is doing in being socialized in between the kissing and groping that happens shamelessly. He's been coming over once a week to my house to spend time with me here around Lionel and I had my first visit to his place last weekend...which ended up being a very long visit. ~smile~ We have another one planned this weekend.
I am so worried, and yet I actually feel hope with this guy...it's a feeling I haven't had since my relationship with Steve. The guys I dated since him were kind of just...dating, but there wasn't that spark or feeling that said this could be something serious.
I actually hope, and have hope, that this guy will be around for a while. It frightens me because I'm afraid he's going to hurt me or do something stupid or I'll have been wrong about him, but...I hope I'm not.
Oh, and he's very good in oh so many ways. ~laughs wickedly~
$820.00 for my fall texts. Oh yes, I did say over eight hundred dollars, sweetie cakes. I damn near had a stroke.
So yeah....I'm going to have to beg, borrow, steal, and who knows what else to pay for that chunk of paper. PAPER! WHAT THE HELL!
On to happier things.
But...things with Jason are going very well. ;) He doesn't want a dog for himself, but he uses my puppy as an excuse to come over a couple of times a week to walk her with me at the dog park where I gush about how well she is doing in being socialized in between the kissing and groping that happens shamelessly. He's been coming over once a week to my house to spend time with me here around Lionel and I had my first visit to his place last weekend...which ended up being a very long visit. ~smile~ We have another one planned this weekend.
I am so worried, and yet I actually feel hope with this guy...it's a feeling I haven't had since my relationship with Steve. The guys I dated since him were kind of just...dating, but there wasn't that spark or feeling that said this could be something serious.
I actually hope, and have hope, that this guy will be around for a while. It frightens me because I'm afraid he's going to hurt me or do something stupid or I'll have been wrong about him, but...I hope I'm not.
Oh, and he's very good in oh so many ways. ~laughs wickedly~