love is battlefield
well it has been 2 years since my last update the last time i updated my journal, since then i have broken up with adam after 4 and a half years we have broken up this is so sad it hurts so much i blame myself for this being so posesive needy i did everything and tryed so hard not to hurt him but in the end i did the very thing i tryed my hardest not to this is the lowest point of my life, babe im sorry no this now no matter what happens i love you please never forget that 4 and a half years babe please i no i got angery but when you braught your new boy friend over into our house that hurt Babe that really hurt i no we said hey we will try as friends but that hurt how dare you bring him in our house,
i got made i had some what of a break down i tryed to move on but cant i got really mad i smashed a window in frustration this shit has to end
adam after this much time where do we go i want to move on but cant you feel as though it is just that easy to move on after all we break up then 2 weeks later you bring him into our house,
did this relationship mean more to me then you.
babe i cant go on living with out you this shit cuts me deep ok this whole break up thing is hard and no one can say otherwisse i can go on fighting with you adam i dont hate you stop pushing me to the edge