Jul 18, 2004 02:12
I just snapped at my princess, and am scared. I know she was teasing, but i also know that i just seriously hurt her feelings. I don't know what to do now. And i do realize it was teasing, it has been a constant running joke for the last month or so, i truly don't understand why i snapped at her for it.
And that scares me, it shows me that i am loosing the tight control i have had on my emotions,. ANd that might be the one thing that truly scares me, knowing the kind of damage i can do if i were to release my emotions completely.
I do realize it is just another reason i need to stop working for the company i am, it is making me more irritable, and that is not something that i need.