May 28, 2004 10:10
I can't get her off my mind, no matter what i try. Even if i wanted to, i don't think i could. Over the course of the last six monthes i wasn't sure if i would ever be able to hold feelings for someone other then those of a friend, and confidant.
*is cleaning his room* I admit that under normal circumstances i prolly wouldn't bother to clean my room terribly much unless i was trying to impress someone. But this time i let my room get a little out of hand, and it is just discusting. I have to stop by in Winchester this evening right after work to pick up Justin, so i know there is going to be no time to straighten up before i get him. I should have done my room, last night, but i spent the time talking to a certain young lady, that a friend of mine has dubbed my princess.
At one time i posted a did a private post, trying to describe to myself the difference between lust and love. I think now i have come up with a half-way decent idea what the differences are. Lust fades over time. it might take a long time for it to happen. But love is constantly renewed, Always changing one moment to the next.
Gah, love is also making me right long posts. why is it that now i am writing posts that take up my whole screen. i used to be good about writing one or two line posts. Ugh.