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I almost decided not to add the following entry, but decided to do so out of honesty. While it sounds like an extreme philosophy I'm sure it is filled with holes and we all know there is a part of me that cares. I guess I'm just confused, but in a fit of frustration I wrote the following:
Remember how yesterday was the first day of the rest of my life? Well today I fully implemented my "who gives a shit" plan. See, I don't care anymore. I don't let things bug me. Girl thinks I'm ugly? Fuck her, I'm over it. Oh I lost ten bucks on a bet? Fuck it, who cares. I basically came to realize that nothing REALLY matters. Who gives a shit. I cease to worry myself over people. I just don't care. I was driving around with Adam and Alan today discussing this. I think Adam agrees with me and will apply these lessons to his own life. If so great, if not I don't care. That's another hallmark too. I can be happy. Good things can make me care. Oh, you won twenty bucks from the lottery? That's great, I'm happy for you. I found the girl of my dreams, great! You talk a little shit about me? I don't care, you're beneath me anyway. You really are, I hope you realize this. Oh and if you decide to do me harm I do care. I'll come back and hit you twice as hard. But really, who cares, you're beneath me, end of story.