My Monster Side

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I am a catatonic zombie
I am trail of disaster
I am everything pitiful in one fell swoop
I am obscene
And at that moment you hated me
But I hated you more
I hated everything you felt
Happy go lucky bonding way
I could not touch it
Quite honestly I did not want to
Quite honestly I was born on another plain
I was playing in the field of volcanic ash
All alone
And it doesn’t matter
I flipped my finger and the bird crashed to the ground
Cored and beaten to the bone
Who knew the power was so great
As my bitterness
And driving the magistrates in his black car’
So shiny and utterly bizarre
So many things I wanted to tell you on the field
But could get no closer

So many places so many stories
Tried to tell you that what you felt was not new
But you blamed the devil for the things you did
And the things you will do
That it was just the way you were born but I had watched your birth
Crumples sheets and tattered promises

Shit
I still wonder how you taste