MUSIC
✖ PERSONAL THEME SONG #1 → "Boulevard of Broken Dreams", Green Day
i walk a lonely road
the only one that i have ever known
don't know where it goes
but it's home to me and i walk alone
i walk this empty street
on the boulevard of broken dreams
where the city sleeps
and i'm the only one and i walk alone
✖ PERSONAL THEME SONG #2 → "Me Against the World", Simple Plan
now i'm sick of this waiting
so come on and take your shot
you can spit all your insults
but nothing you say is gonna change us
you can sit there and judge me
say what you want to
we'll never let you in
i'm a nightmare, a disaster
that's what they always said
i'm a lost cause, not a hero
but i'll make it on my own
me against the world
✖ REGARDING HIS LIFE IN GENERAL → "Fragrance", Gackt [translation]
i listen closely to the voice of my troubled heart
"what in the world
was i born to do..."
yes, it's asking
the moon is always gazing at me
even now, the answer has yet to come
please let me hear
the voice...
please show me
the dream...
because even if i fall into unending sleep
there's nothing to be afraid of
✖ REGARDING HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH HIS FATHER → "Just Like You", Three Days Grace
i could be fake
i could be stupid
you know i could be just like you
you thought you were standing beside me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that i'll be just like you
you thought you were there to guide me
you were only in my way
you're wrong if you think that i'll be just like you
✖ REGARDING HIS MOTHER'S DEPARTURE → "Ordinary World" (Duran Duran cover), Aurora
i turned on the lights, the tv
and the radio
still i can't escape the ghost of you
what has happened to it all
crazy, some say
where is the life that i recognize
gone away
but i won't cry for yesterday
there's an ordinary world
somehow i have to find
and as i try to make my way
to the ordinary world
i will learn to survive
✖ REGARDING THE PURSUIT OF CRESSELIA → "Monsoon", Tokio Hotel
a half moon's fading from my sight
i see a vision in its light
but now it's gone and left me so alone
i know i have to find you now
can hear your name, i don't know how
why can't we make this darkness feel like home
✖ REGARDING 'INNOCENCE OF SILENCE' → "Already Over", Red
you never go
you're always here (suffocating me)
under my skin
i cannot run away
fading slowly
i'd give it all to you
letting go of me
reaching as I fall
i know it's already over now
nothing left to lose
loving you again
i know it's already over, already over now
my best defense, running from you
i can't resist, take all you want from me
breaking slowly
✖ REGARDING THE BEGINNING OF HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SEPIA → "Crashed", Daughtry
somehow, i couldn't stop myself
i just wanted to know how it felt
too strong, i couldn't hold on
yeah, yeah
now i'm just tryin' to make some sense
out of how and why this happened
where we're heading, there's just no knowing
yeah, yeah
✖ REGARDING THE ETERNAL NIGHTMARE → "Final Destination", Within Temptation
all around me i see danger
and it's closing in on me
every second i can hear it breathing
i can't stand the fear inside me
cause it's leading me astray
and it will be my ending
i'm searching
i'm fighting for a way to get through
to turn it away
✖ REGARDING HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SEPIA → "The World Has its Shine (But I Would Drop it on a Dime)", Cobra Starship
before i met you
i used to dream you up and make you up in my mind
woah-oh
and all i ever wanted
was to be understood
you’ve been the only one who could
i could never turn my back on you
✖ REGARDING HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SEPIA → "I Feel You", 3 Doors Down
they gave me a life that's not so easy to live
and then they sent me on my way
i left my love and forgot my dreams
i lost them along the way
those little things you say
when words mean so much
you never back down
and they all shy away
you always listen to me
✖ REGARDING HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH SEPIA → "First Time", Lifehouse
the world that i see inside you
waiting to come to life
waking me up to dreaming
reality in your eyes
looking at you
holding my breath
for once in my life
i'm scared to death
i'm taking a chance
letting you inside