a few words
My birthday is nearing again. This year makes the ninth year since my brother died. Crazy huh? Yeah, well - I guess that is just life. Anyway. I went to Cullman last night and hung out with Peter for a while. We watched Nighmare Before Christmas and sat around being goofy. He said something to me last night that I think meant more to me than anything anyone has said to me in a long long time. This boy is so sweet if you did not know. Well, my brother was my hero. I was giggling at Peter's choice of movies cause both movies he put in - Nightmare Before Christmas & Predator - were both movies I remember vividly watching with my brother and that he loved. I told him that and he said, "your brother sounded really cool." I said, "yeah you would have liked him a lot." Then he replied in the sweetest tone, "no, I would have LOVED him." Maybe I am being all sentimental, but it really meant a lot to me. It is funny how just a few words sometimes can make everything seem better. It just makes me sad sometimes cause I really wish Stuart had gotton the chance to be here now, to know me, and to love my friends. Stuart would have loved Peter just as much...