People make me sad. No really.. They do.
I was up early, done getting ready early, out to the bus stop.. Early! But my bus didn't come. I finally went inside at 8.. of course first I had to bang on the door for a very long time. Jackie asked Jenny to give me a ride, she said 'you'll be late!', and I got very very upset. @_@ Just because of that I started crying. It was not very good. I feel very dumb! But I didn't sleep good, but I pushed myself to get ready and stuff anyway, and I couldn't go. It just wasn't fair.
Well now I'm deciding that I'm not going to school. Everyones pissing me off, and I'm still crying like a lunatic. I decide that today would be a very bad day were I to go. So today I'll probably spend all my time cleaning the house. -nod- I need a day off anyway. School is stressful! Of course, thats my own fault for being so lazy the last few years. -sigh-
I feel sick now, really sick. Mom's going to say I can't go to Nekocon until Saturday, and then I'll say "Haha, you idiot. You paid for a room for no reason!" And she'll say Michael can't come over Friday, and then I'll get depressed and lay and bed, and then she'll feel bad and we'll have a talk, and then life will carry on as planned.
Jackie told me something weird last night. She said someone I cared about was probably going to reveal what he wanted from me at Nekocon. That was.. weird.. where does she get that from I wonder? I had a dream last night that me and my friends were in high school with the Naruto characters, only I was Sasuke and they were picking on me and calling me weak some more...
... Am I having nightmares about being weak now?
I will be like Rock Lee! I will surpass all others! My determination is strong!!!
Well now I'm deciding that I'm not going to school. Everyones pissing me off, and I'm still crying like a lunatic. I decide that today would be a very bad day were I to go. So today I'll probably spend all my time cleaning the house. -nod- I need a day off anyway. School is stressful! Of course, thats my own fault for being so lazy the last few years. -sigh-
I feel sick now, really sick. Mom's going to say I can't go to Nekocon until Saturday, and then I'll say "Haha, you idiot. You paid for a room for no reason!" And she'll say Michael can't come over Friday, and then I'll get depressed and lay and bed, and then she'll feel bad and we'll have a talk, and then life will carry on as planned.
Jackie told me something weird last night. She said someone I cared about was probably going to reveal what he wanted from me at Nekocon. That was.. weird.. where does she get that from I wonder? I had a dream last night that me and my friends were in high school with the Naruto characters, only I was Sasuke and they were picking on me and calling me weak some more...
... Am I having nightmares about being weak now?
I will be like Rock Lee! I will surpass all others! My determination is strong!!!