Why do they hate me?
I never thought you could lose with an open mind, but the more experiences I gain the more I realize just how ruined my life is becoming because I'm too open with who I am.
"I hate adults, I hate everything living now that I can't touch, I hate everyone but my own friends and my future children, and if I could kill everything.. Without a second thought, I would."
I'm starting to feel those kinds of emotions, which makes me sad because I don't want to be that type of person. I can't be, because I'm not tolerant enough, so I can't handle it all, it would bother me too much. >_o Suckneeess!
I want to change and become what the world sees as a good person, not what I see as a good person. >< Because that's not good enough..
There are more then a few things bugging me. Why is today so 'blah'? Apparently I've even looked mean most of this weekend. Maybe I'll lighten up.. maybe when I do I'll be better because of all of this..
My Goal: Stop those from hating me, so I don't have to hate who I don't even know.
I'm so easily bothered. x_x ah. ;_;
~Kristi...
"I hate adults, I hate everything living now that I can't touch, I hate everyone but my own friends and my future children, and if I could kill everything.. Without a second thought, I would."
I'm starting to feel those kinds of emotions, which makes me sad because I don't want to be that type of person. I can't be, because I'm not tolerant enough, so I can't handle it all, it would bother me too much. >_o Suckneeess!
I want to change and become what the world sees as a good person, not what I see as a good person. >< Because that's not good enough..
There are more then a few things bugging me. Why is today so 'blah'? Apparently I've even looked mean most of this weekend. Maybe I'll lighten up.. maybe when I do I'll be better because of all of this..
My Goal: Stop those from hating me, so I don't have to hate who I don't even know.
I'm so easily bothered. x_x ah. ;_;
~Kristi...