i will bring my heart i will bring my face you just name the time & place

Mar 17, 2003 16:23

[jumping is easy, falling is fun. up until you hit the sidewalk shivering & stunned]

we were watching old tapes of us at micks last nite. videos from the summer. me & tudor & katie & mick & werner & burgo. i had blonde hair & a nose ring & a lip stud. katie didnt have braces. drunk teenagers singing along to everclear. me falling off the couch. katie & mick kissing. me & tudor kissing.

[i would offer you my pulse i would give you my breath]

i was sitting there on sams floor & thinking i was so happy. i was so fucking happy. i was hyper & drunk & running around in micks shed & jumping all over tudor & kissing him & kissing him & kissing him. i was so fucking happy. & its gone.

[i dont care if they eat me alive i've got better things to do than survive ive got a memory of your warm skin in my hand]

& he says i hate him coz i dont talk to him. so now i do talk to him. but he never talks to me. answering a question with one word is not talking to me. we've been broken up for a while when you sit down & think about it. & theres more mindfucking & more bullshit when we're broken up than there ever was when we were together & you were getting girls phone numbers at parties.

[i've got your back now youd better have mine]

how about we divide our friends the way divorced people divide assets. how about i get everybody & you get nothing? wouldnt it be nice if all my friends hated you & rallied around me & saved me from broken heart bullshit. but my friends are your friends & i guess i dont need them to hate you & i dont need to be saved. im just sick of hearing how youre such a great guy. & im sick of agreeing how youre such a great guy. youre such a great guy. yeah so what does that make me? & why am i still defending you when i know youre not defending me?

[im just gonna get my feet wet till i drown]
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