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Growing up happened very fast over the last few months. D. and I broke up just after New Year's and though it's taking me a nice long while to feel content again, it's very steady. In July I moved into my own place, a small studio two blocks away from the tattoo shop as well as S.'s. And it's been great. I love having the whole space to myself, doing what I want whenever I wish, not that I have a whole lot of time to do what I want whenever I wish. Tattooing takes up a great deal of my time during the week I try to take on as much work as I can. The other job is good too, though I'd like to give up some of the hours to somebody else who will take as good a care or better of S.
Not dating, not fucking. I made an agreement with myself and the Universe for a few months. It's coming to an end soon though, and that will be nice too. I just feel more open, more relaxed about my romantic possibilities. Not rushed. It feels good. Took up Tango lessons and Yoga every week, and the two of those have taken the place of a girlfriend in my life. I just feel in love with life when I am in those two practices.
More responsibility at the shop, more in my own life. This is good. I have found a parent in the Universe, and I am hoping I will not want it so bad from a partner. Perhaps when the time is right, I can date somebody closer to my age, whom I may not worship, but simply love, with all of its' ups and downs, and work at life with.
kisses and hugs. to those who want them.
Not dating, not fucking. I made an agreement with myself and the Universe for a few months. It's coming to an end soon though, and that will be nice too. I just feel more open, more relaxed about my romantic possibilities. Not rushed. It feels good. Took up Tango lessons and Yoga every week, and the two of those have taken the place of a girlfriend in my life. I just feel in love with life when I am in those two practices.
More responsibility at the shop, more in my own life. This is good. I have found a parent in the Universe, and I am hoping I will not want it so bad from a partner. Perhaps when the time is right, I can date somebody closer to my age, whom I may not worship, but simply love, with all of its' ups and downs, and work at life with.
kisses and hugs. to those who want them.