Jul 14, 2006 09:01
I think I've come to terms with the fact that my Grandad's not coming back.
They took his body to the church last night. Everyone seemed to be dealing with it okay, but I know that today's gonna be the test. I feel so bad for my Dad, who has to make a speech on my Grandad. He'll be in pieces. And it's so scary seeing my Dad cry. He's supposed to be strong. *Sigh*
I'm so thankful to those who have been there for me the past few days. I've been a wreck at times, and certain people have held me together. Special mention to Charlotte and Lucy, who I love verily much. And of course, Mr Alex, who makes me happier than I've ever been. We had breakfast at McDonalds together this morning cuz I can't see him today. That made me smile. I need people like him in my life.
Thankyou to everyone that's been there for me.
I love you =)
xxxxx