Apr 01, 2004 01:10
Happy fucking spring. God. I hope your year's going as mine isn't. There's nothing worse than standing by and watching your life and/or somebody else's fall spectacularly to pieces and knowing that there's nothing you can do about it. Just when you think you're doing ok or you're in a nice state of denial, something else happens that just fucks it all up. I don't think I've ever been as unhappy as I am now. This year has really sucked. I want it all to end. I hate this. And to top it all off, I keep biting my cheek and it's bleeding and my hose has been running so much that it's starting to bleed a little too. Anyway...it's april...two and three quarters months. Yay. Parenthood is on. "Everybody, this is my son...Cool"...haha...ok I'm gonna go to bed. Bye.