Feb 01, 2012 11:48
Right, so I don't know if I've written about this before, about that vaguely skeevy professor of mine, with the eyes and the hair? no? Right. He's skeevy. I saw that on the first day, when he did the squinty eyed hair flip thing in lecture, even when others were squealing about how very pretty he is.
But today, I stopped to ask him a question after lecture and he had to rush so he asked me to walk with him, and I did, and I realised that I might just possibly have a very slight tiny thing about the smell of cigarette smoke.
Essentially, my ovaries went, 'vrooooom' much like the way they do when I see BC's long, endless, lean legs. And arse. This professor has a very nice smile for being a smoker. And he smells... good. Like. grrrrrr good. hnnnng.
WTF, Brain. WTF.
Also; free hot chocolate, yay!! I just learned that I might never in my life get a TC in this country.
Rowing later today: NO. :(
subconscious messages,
my life is a soap opera,
benedict fucking cumberbatch,
this isn't a good sign,
panty-incinerator,
seduction,
flailing,
crack,
insane insanity,
overambition,
stuff,
i think i broke my brain,
new obsessions,
beautiful,
men.,
rl,
emotional instability,
school!,
crazy bitch warning,
fucking fuckity fuckery