Aug 22, 2013 21:16
I've had another fucking disaster of a day. Parents went out of station and my phone fucked up somehow so I was effectively out of touch with the world. I was desperately trying to call home but the landline is fucked too. I thought my sister was hurt or something, i got so scared. I had fuckloads of work and I was stressing about how thirty dollars became zero in less than 48 hours.
I got home at 9, and my parents aren't responding to phone calls. They're not responding and I don't know what's going on and why I can't get in touch with them. My sister doesn't give a fuck and has been watching the fucking scary movie at top volume with no fucks given.
And I need to have a shower and get ready for a long, LONG, busy day tomorrow. Also SW, my fellow intern is leaving, so I'll be alone for a week.
I need to get back to the uk. I cannot deal with this anymore. I literally cannot handle it. I've had it up to HERE.
i don't even know anymore,
stress,
my life is a soap opera,
damnyouwork,
sucky rl is sucky,
insane insanity,
i'm really upset and don't know why,
fuckyoutechnology,
stuff,
family! thou art my bane,
what is my life,
exaustion,
rant,
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaangst,
rl,
irritating buggers,
luck wishing necessary,
feeling old,
emotional instability,
crazy bitch warning,
fucking fuckity fuckery