Aug 18, 2009 03:28
Apparently, my posting schedule for LiveJournal is once a month. I'm sorry. There's so much that I should write about on a regular basis. It's so cathartic.
Casper and I have been going through a series of rough patches. Things are finally starting to even out, but there's been a lot of bickering and straight up fighting and sleeping in separate beds and stuff. The past weekend, we didn't fight, which was pleasant and gives one an idea that we won't fight forever. If we were the type of couple that was very passionate and the fights were part of that, it wouldn't be so bad. However, I am pretty fiery and he's mostly reactionary and that's not very healthy for our relationship (obviously). Casper says that this should be the happiest time in our lives with the upcoming wedding and one would assume we're in our "honeymoon" period, but I think the after the wedding part will be much better. Unfortunately, we fight about that too (but of course).
Someone I know is making a cross country trip/move. We were friendly in high school. I really liked her and probably even had a tad of a girlcrush on her. We were next to each other in the alphabet. She is taking video of herself everyday throughout the trip. It's funny how many things change and how many things stay the same. As with any high school friends, one wonders if you would still be friends if circumstance were different. This person is in the field of holistic medicine and is a bit "crunchy" - I would guess we probably would not be friends if we encountered each other now. I still find her pretty fascinating though. I'm debating on writing her a note, but I feel that it would just be "fringe mail." There is another person who I "cyberstalk" on the internet and she went to high school with me too. Her sister was one of my best friends in high school, but more or less disappeared off the face of the earth. I am extremely tempted to get in touch with her in order to get in touch with her sister. Is that strange? Probably. Thus, I haven't written her. Oh, and I forgot to mention that she is a published writer so that makes it even more strange? Like I'm some weirdo "Twilight-esque" superfan? But I haven't read her book(s). Hmmm, something to think about.
Well, until next month - just kidding...I'm gonna try to come back sooner than that. I'm sure that I'll need to "talk" to someone about the wedding and my feelings and stuff before the big day.
casper,
friends,
all me