Not Dazed, But Confused
I shouldn't be judgmental. It's a fundamental thing that your parents and teachers go over with you time and time again. Don't be biased or bigoted or pass judgment on things that have nothing to do with me personally. I would like to think that I'm a good person and that I would never do that.
Unfortunately, today that is not the case.
I am annoyed that an acquaintance of mine does not [seem to] have enough love and respect for a good friend of mine. I am bothered that he does not feel the need to contribute to the household and is holding out for what I would consider selfish reasons. I don't understand why he doesn't care enough about himself in order to find a sense of purpose in his life.
The worst part is that I understand that "one makes one's own bed and must lie in it." There is fault on both sides for not taking the bull by the horns and dealing with the issues that lie therein. On the same token, I had hoped that things would be "righted" on their own accord by now. It is difficult for me to watch and wait for that to happen. It is NONE of my business really. But I see how it affects them both as well as their relationship with each other and the others around them, and for that, it makes me upset.
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Meanwhile in KP Land, Irish and I seem to be forging ahead. It has definitely gotten to the point where it is more noticeable to bystanders. There is a part of me that is very private and would rather that not be the case, and there is the other part of me that needs the validation from people seeing what I think is "going on". I definitely don't feel like I'm the only thing on Irish's mind, but the flirtatiousness and comments are reaching a fever pitch. As Swiss has mentioned to me in the past, sometimes there's a reason for second chances.
Unfortunately, today that is not the case.
I am annoyed that an acquaintance of mine does not [seem to] have enough love and respect for a good friend of mine. I am bothered that he does not feel the need to contribute to the household and is holding out for what I would consider selfish reasons. I don't understand why he doesn't care enough about himself in order to find a sense of purpose in his life.
The worst part is that I understand that "one makes one's own bed and must lie in it." There is fault on both sides for not taking the bull by the horns and dealing with the issues that lie therein. On the same token, I had hoped that things would be "righted" on their own accord by now. It is difficult for me to watch and wait for that to happen. It is NONE of my business really. But I see how it affects them both as well as their relationship with each other and the others around them, and for that, it makes me upset.
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Meanwhile in KP Land, Irish and I seem to be forging ahead. It has definitely gotten to the point where it is more noticeable to bystanders. There is a part of me that is very private and would rather that not be the case, and there is the other part of me that needs the validation from people seeing what I think is "going on". I definitely don't feel like I'm the only thing on Irish's mind, but the flirtatiousness and comments are reaching a fever pitch. As Swiss has mentioned to me in the past, sometimes there's a reason for second chances.