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oh.my.god.
This is hell. I mean it.
I didnt do anything, all I did was try to repair a friendship and it blew up in my face.
I just get on peoples nerves I guess. I just want to die.
And its not even my fault.
I dont even think I can forgive her this time, I have in the past. And where has that got me?
Nowhere. We just fight again.
Im sick of getting treated like shit. I want to go back to the start of the year...that would be so nice.
Not that I regret our friendship or anything. I just dont want to be hated anymore.
I want to be forgiven for something I didnt do.
I want to forgive her, but god knows she'll never say she's sorry.
Ugh, I could go on forever.
I need a friend.
This is hell. I mean it.
I didnt do anything, all I did was try to repair a friendship and it blew up in my face.
I just get on peoples nerves I guess. I just want to die.
And its not even my fault.
I dont even think I can forgive her this time, I have in the past. And where has that got me?
Nowhere. We just fight again.
Im sick of getting treated like shit. I want to go back to the start of the year...that would be so nice.
Not that I regret our friendship or anything. I just dont want to be hated anymore.
I want to be forgiven for something I didnt do.
I want to forgive her, but god knows she'll never say she's sorry.
Ugh, I could go on forever.
I need a friend.