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Now I feel really bad...
I always feel left out, especially when my friends are doing stuff together without me...Even though its not their fault or anything.
But I got the impression that neither of them wanted me there anyway. Either that or I'm acting completely paranoid.
But theres not way I can askanyway.
And I slept 'till 3pm today. I feel like crap. And its the kind of feeling that's not just sick, it's like...theres something missing. Ugh..I feel like I just wanna breakdown and scream and yell at people, but no, Im not 2 anymore.
But it must be obvious how I feel though, Im not that good at hiding it.
And omfg...my friends are acting so weird...What in the fuck did I do to deserve that?
All I really have in my life are my friends and I'd do anything for them, except they never seem to care.
*sigh* I drew a picture for Sara, but she's not online so I cant be bothered scanning it yet. Anime guys, kiss on the cheek XD.
To think that I got up just to talk to some people, find out they're totally not interested in talking to me, and then end up just spending the rest of the day online doing nothing.
I hate my life so much. ;__;
I always feel left out, especially when my friends are doing stuff together without me...Even though its not their fault or anything.
But I got the impression that neither of them wanted me there anyway. Either that or I'm acting completely paranoid.
But theres not way I can askanyway.
And I slept 'till 3pm today. I feel like crap. And its the kind of feeling that's not just sick, it's like...theres something missing. Ugh..I feel like I just wanna breakdown and scream and yell at people, but no, Im not 2 anymore.
But it must be obvious how I feel though, Im not that good at hiding it.
And omfg...my friends are acting so weird...What in the fuck did I do to deserve that?
All I really have in my life are my friends and I'd do anything for them, except they never seem to care.
*sigh* I drew a picture for Sara, but she's not online so I cant be bothered scanning it yet. Anime guys, kiss on the cheek XD.
To think that I got up just to talk to some people, find out they're totally not interested in talking to me, and then end up just spending the rest of the day online doing nothing.
I hate my life so much. ;__;