i'm such a fuking loser
i have done so great restricting from wed night till monday morning so I was all happy in my head. (150 cals a day)
get to college at 11 am (monday) and my "FRIENDS" drag me to subway and get me a fuking subway melt witha cookie!!!!!
god i am so mad.
okay so i ate the cookie and the ham and turkey ( didnt eat the bread or the cheese) still feel like an utter failure.
THEN!!!
i get home and i feel like shit and my head hurts (because i was thinking about the calories all day)
and my BOYFRIEND !! makes fajitas
i could die right now.
so yeah i'm a loser and now cant stop crying.
get to college at 11 am (monday) and my "FRIENDS" drag me to subway and get me a fuking subway melt witha cookie!!!!!
god i am so mad.
okay so i ate the cookie and the ham and turkey ( didnt eat the bread or the cheese) still feel like an utter failure.
THEN!!!
i get home and i feel like shit and my head hurts (because i was thinking about the calories all day)
and my BOYFRIEND !! makes fajitas
i could die right now.
so yeah i'm a loser and now cant stop crying.