yeah
Yeah, so I'm sitting at home, doing absolutely nothing. I am, once again, hiding in my room, because my step-brother and his girlfriend are sitting in our living room...together. I can't stand it sometimes. I love her to death, we're good friends at school, but when she comes over, it's different. The atmosphere completely changes. And I can't really talk to my brother when they're together either. We get along so well when she's not here, we always talk and joke, but I can't do that when they're together. Plus, it doesn't help that I don't have a boyfriend, and when she comes over, I am reminded of that constantly. I hate seeing people together like that. Well, I guess it would be different if I had someone over here as well. But I don't, so I deal with that by stowing away in my room, in isolation. It's Christmas break, and I should be happy, because I'm away from school, but that just means seeing her more. I don't like it. I also don't like the fact that she's really nice, and the fact that I don't like it. God, I'm confused...