Sep 27, 2009 10:44
That's what I feel like I am doing. I have been so busy with exams/classes/ex-work related stuff/club activities and home to even take some moments for myself. Yesterday I took my Mechanics of Materials exam, thank god that's over. Not to mention taking two other exams on the same day was draining as it is....
Saying from my MM proff:
proff: "You all need to do at least 40 problems per chapter to pass and get a B on this exam"
student: "but it takes me 1 hr to do one problem!"
proff" and? you have to become the blind man seeking white"
student: "but that's 160 hrs of studying we have to do in 4 days!"
proff: "you don't need sleep right?"
All students: "I guess we can try"
oh and not to mention that I needed to do well on this exam since I am seeking a new research assistantship w/this proff. He is really niece but a slave worker. He told me if I don't mind staying late or coming in on weekends for work... oh and to help him in class... oh the joy.
Not to mention that I am taking other class, another engineering class which also gives me about 10hrs worth of hw per week--and that's with me seeking the help from the solutions manual.
I am tired of taking care of things at home. My mom dosen't care anymore since she began dating, which all the responsibilities fall on me and if i don't do them I get yelled at. Its just not fair. I hate her boyfriend. That arrogant yerk. I want to move out. I didn't expect this crap, I thought I was coming over to help my mom a bit, to provide her support... not this... maybe i'll do the student exchange thing and move to Boston for a semester or two and study @ UMass-Boston. But if I get a job that will be harder....
I finally began to drive on my own! I have gone to FIU, EC-UP and back home all by myself. I am soooo happy! but the problem is that I get so tense while driving for about 100 minutes per day (round trip and campus-campus trips) that I can't pull all-nighters anymore studying or stay awake past 1 am.... its so sad, my productivity level has majorly declined. I don't like this outcome.
I also donated 13 inches of hair! Its really, really short now. Its so funny that when I went to take my exam yesterday (yes on Saturday) my friend didn't recognize me (he jumped back).