life....irony at its best
Sorry if I haven't been talking much to anyone for the past month or weeks. I just don't feel well most of the time and I just want to continue with my days with little pain as possible.
Recently I have been feeling more depressed.. this sucks, I miss Luis.
He finally is in Peru (lucky bastard) and then on to Colombia.
Today was a bad day at the infirmary... i hated the doctor for not listening to me, to try to understand that i do have knowledge of my symptoms and what she was recommending that it was a complete mistake.
When she told me what she thought I had and prescribed me the medication I started crying out of frustation b/c I haven't been well and I know there is more to it. She then yelled at me "WHY ARE YOU CRYING?" and "SPEAK LOUDER". What a b***h! I went back for another analysis the same day and she looked at my results again... and noticed that I was correct. Now she just wants me to wait and see if i still have symptoms next week. Sure, does she want me to go into a coma state so she can finally say that there is something seriously wrong? I mean, the lady sees that my results are a bid odd especially since the urinalysis points out ketones present... which are supposed be none. Usually that is like a red flag for doctors b/c it may point out to uncontrolled diabetes. I mean, she hasn't even recommended me to do a blood test to see my glucose level present or to see if its something else. I had gone to the same place before but the results were inconclusive with the other doctor thinking it might be a case of diabetes but most likely its anemia. I know I have that already... but anemia does not cause my symptoms, I think I know about it after having it for more than 4 yrs and reading tons of articles on it.
I also do research on Type 1 diabetes, I know what happens, I know the symptoms, I know what you have to do once diagnosed and what precautions to take. But how could I if my doctor is in complete oblivion?
I have enough things to be worried about and this is not helping.
I other news, I did really well on my statics class! Woo for engineering! So far I have an "A". Ironic, I do sometimes bad on the pre-req classes but I actually enjoy the hard ones. Can't wait for my nuclear engineering seminar!
Recently I have been feeling more depressed.. this sucks, I miss Luis.
He finally is in Peru (lucky bastard) and then on to Colombia.
Today was a bad day at the infirmary... i hated the doctor for not listening to me, to try to understand that i do have knowledge of my symptoms and what she was recommending that it was a complete mistake.
When she told me what she thought I had and prescribed me the medication I started crying out of frustation b/c I haven't been well and I know there is more to it. She then yelled at me "WHY ARE YOU CRYING?" and "SPEAK LOUDER". What a b***h! I went back for another analysis the same day and she looked at my results again... and noticed that I was correct. Now she just wants me to wait and see if i still have symptoms next week. Sure, does she want me to go into a coma state so she can finally say that there is something seriously wrong? I mean, the lady sees that my results are a bid odd especially since the urinalysis points out ketones present... which are supposed be none. Usually that is like a red flag for doctors b/c it may point out to uncontrolled diabetes. I mean, she hasn't even recommended me to do a blood test to see my glucose level present or to see if its something else. I had gone to the same place before but the results were inconclusive with the other doctor thinking it might be a case of diabetes but most likely its anemia. I know I have that already... but anemia does not cause my symptoms, I think I know about it after having it for more than 4 yrs and reading tons of articles on it.
I also do research on Type 1 diabetes, I know what happens, I know the symptoms, I know what you have to do once diagnosed and what precautions to take. But how could I if my doctor is in complete oblivion?
I have enough things to be worried about and this is not helping.
I other news, I did really well on my statics class! Woo for engineering! So far I have an "A". Ironic, I do sometimes bad on the pre-req classes but I actually enjoy the hard ones. Can't wait for my nuclear engineering seminar!