Maybe there is still some light...
I'll start working again at the lab today... I miss my Chinese, American and Indian buddies!
This past Sunday I finally chatted with Folkers. I have never been so happy in this past month as I was when I was talking with him...he placed a big smile on my face. Its not b/c I want his as a boyfriend but b/c I haven't talked to him like that for a LONG time and finally I did. He dosen't want to be friends since we have "history" of dating before... that bites the donkey rear....
But somehow after that I got a feeling that everything is going to be ok... I packed my most precious things with me and brought them up to Gville with me...my dad says that they will most likely sell the house in 4 months...
great....at least I managed to save some pictures... like the one when I was in 10th grade with Morgan and Kaila. Ah the good times...
I have a test this Thrusday, I really need to start studying!
Everything is going to be ok...
And I finally registered with the office of student with disabilities for my testing anxiety....
Everything will be ok....
Now I just have to navigate my own life like I want it to....
I know I can make it...
Now all I need to do is learn how to salsa dance so I can meet hot guys... but its sad I'm hispanic and it dosen't come out naturally... uggggg
This past Sunday I finally chatted with Folkers. I have never been so happy in this past month as I was when I was talking with him...he placed a big smile on my face. Its not b/c I want his as a boyfriend but b/c I haven't talked to him like that for a LONG time and finally I did. He dosen't want to be friends since we have "history" of dating before... that bites the donkey rear....
But somehow after that I got a feeling that everything is going to be ok... I packed my most precious things with me and brought them up to Gville with me...my dad says that they will most likely sell the house in 4 months...
great....at least I managed to save some pictures... like the one when I was in 10th grade with Morgan and Kaila. Ah the good times...
I have a test this Thrusday, I really need to start studying!
Everything is going to be ok...
And I finally registered with the office of student with disabilities for my testing anxiety....
Everything will be ok....
Now I just have to navigate my own life like I want it to....
I know I can make it...
Now all I need to do is learn how to salsa dance so I can meet hot guys... but its sad I'm hispanic and it dosen't come out naturally... uggggg