Oct 31, 2009 04:43
Sometimes I feel like I'm not in a good situation.
Sometimes I just don't know what I'm supposed to think
I wanna give him the benefit of the doubt.
But...
I'm just idk
I feel like he's hiding something from me.
How am I supposed to really know for sure if he's being honest
Am I being rediculous about him having friends that r girls?
Should I be feeling this way?
Am I a bad person for wanting to check his phone and his facebook?
I don't wanna be that person but I got so fucked up from what ryan did.
He made these weird videos and didn't want me to see them, but I found them...
Like the last situation I believe it wasn't him... But these other videos showing up...
Second thoughts... What am I supposed to think ya know?