Mar 07, 2006 16:55
Today was not good.
I just wanted someone to come be nice and no one was
in fact most people were just even bigger assholes then normal.
the reformed me says: im sick of being the bigger person about everything. this time im going to be the "smaller person" and people can just deal with it. i feel like holding a grudge so thats what im going to do and people can just come appologize. how bout that? i deserve more then waht i get from people. and im going to be confident enough to say that. I DESERVE BETTER.
yeah sounds good to me too.
i just want a hug and someone to tell me everything will be better tomarrow but theres no one here to do that.
Im so ready to graduate and move on....high school sucked freshman year and it still sucks now.
its funny i feel like ive gotten more immature now then i was when i started in 9th grade. i hate that feeling. i want to leave.