Dedicated to You : Homewrecker
This is a Jasper/ OC Kadie, Bella/ Edward , and canon characters fan fic inspired by bedazzeled_bella's Lost and Found. I don't own anyone but Kadie...of course.....all to respective owners.^^ This takes place after Bella has been changed and she lives with the Cullens.
Brief Summary: Kadie awakes and realizes what she has become. She realizes that Jasper regrets creating and that she has to start over with her life, no more family or friends from her past. She finds her new exsitance almost unbearable.
Characters:Alice, Jasper, Bella, Edward, and canon characters
Setting: Cullens Home / Surrounding Forest
Rating: PG-13 (for future events)
Homewrecker
"Oh Kadie," said Bella wrapping me in a hug. It meant nothing coming from her, someone I barely knew.
"Why....," the question caught in my throat that began to burn. My grief began to ease as it was replaced by a stronger desire, thrist. It clawed at me growing stronger till I could barely stand.
"Kadie, let go. Your hurting me," said Bella her voice kind , but with a true current of slight panic. I let go in shock. She rubbed her arms where a slight indention in the form of my hands had formed. I looked at my hands in horror. Bella looked at Edward's concerned expression. Slowly the indictions filled returning her arms to normal, for a vampire. "See it's all right," she said but her gaze turned wary to me.
"I'm sorry, " I stammered. "Really." I groaned folding my arms tightly across my chest , else I risk hurting someone else. "It's maddening....the thrist! Tell me what to do!" I moaned almost screaming in frustration. I closed my eyes fighting to control it. A firm small hand grasped my upper arm leading me. I didn't open my eyes, simplying following. Under the thirst I felt a faint surprise at my new found grace - thirst quickly drowned out the surprise.
Soon I could tell we had left the house. The overpowering smells and sounds of the forest filled my senses. My eyes flew open instictively. The colors too were brighter than I ever remebered them as, like a blind man seeing a sunset for the first time. A movement in the corner of my eye caught my attention and I was after it, a dog to a rabbit.
I moved faster than I had ever moved before, the trees and ground moving in a blur. It was over in a second, the squirrel in my hands warm and struggling then lifeless at my feet drained of blood. I stood the blood still clouding my senses. It was a second before the lust gave way to guilt. I looked at the little cold body and turned away disgusted with myself.
The woman who had lead me out here stood a little ways off apraising me. She was petite with short spikey hair and pixie like countance. She looked to be my age or maybe a year older. Her expression was blank but her eyes glinted with undercurrent I didn't understand. I didn't know her and that itself scared me.
"Alice? Alice what do you think you are doing?" It was his voice, the one I had longed to hear since I awoke. I stared in the direction of his voice in time to see him emerge from the trees a little ways off. He walked straight to her. A look or worry clear on his face. I wondered if he could feel the tension.
Alice didn't answer still looking at me her gaze potraying cold fury now. She was the reason...the reason why Jasper didn't love me. I was the other woman I realized with sudden horror. "What do you think you are doing?" He asked again ignoring me. His words felt like knifes being thrown at my chest where my heart once beat. Suddenly a sense of peace began to ease my pain, but I fought it. It was the only way to free myself from him since he despertly wanted to be free of me- he would have to drive me away himself.
I won the pain stayed, but alice relaxed a little. "She was hungry," she stated simply her tone filled with contempt. With out a further word she marched away, though she was much to graceful to truly call it that. He sighed turning to face me. I waited for the killing blow, but it never came.
"Why do you fight it," he finally asked breaking the silence. His voice sounded like velvet to me eencasing me in his words. I shook my head trying to clear it of such thoughts. "He doesn't want me....he doesn't want me..." I repeated over and over in my head. Each time felt like I was twisting those invisible knives deeper and deeper into my dead heart. His expression became pain like he could feel my pain too. "Please, stop....toturing yourself," he said his voice desperate. "Why do you do this to yourself?" he asked closing the distance between us until I could have reached a hand out to touch him, but I didn't.
I looked at his sad features and almost the felt the peace that he seemed to be trying to sooth my pain with, but my mind embraced the pain as a sheild against him, anything and everything that came from him. "Because you don't want me...you can't," I replied turning away. I couldn't look at him my stone heart shattering like glass.
He reached out a hand and touched my shoulder. The shatter pieces of my heart trembled. Afraid that they would try to reform, I ran, leaving him there. I couldn't take it I had to get away.
I ran blindly not sure of my destination or of anything really. I don't know how long I ran, but by the time I stopped I knew I was lost. The trees took on an erie cadence as the sun egan to fall over the tree line and my heightened senses made the effect all the more sureal. I sat at the foot of a nearby tree and closed my eyes. I saw his face, pained. Frustrated my eyes flew open wiping the image of him from my mind.
Why had I ever fallen for him? I knew. It was because he was mysterious, brooding, enticing, and I was just a stupid curious girl that got too close. I sighed. I had ruined my life my future at the had of one boy. Worst yet I couldn't blame him.
He was there. He was always there. I heard him before I saw him. He sat down beside me his face turned toward me searching. I didn't look at him at first. Wondering if I Iooked if he would turn to smoke and vanish. "Why are you here?" I whispered looking at him. His expression was one of pity- I looked away.
"I'm here because until I meet you I thought that I could never love anyone more than Alice." He voice was sincere ,but I couldn't let me myself believe it. "You have a power over me that I can't escape. I'm here because I can't be without you, not matter what happens now."
I looked back at him his face inches from mine. His breath was sweet against my face. He leaned closer. "You need me and I'm dedicated to you." He kissed me and I kissed him back feeling the pieces of my heart shimmer and form again.I decided then that I would gladly face this life if it meant that he would be with me no matter what happens.
Author's Note: Ok so I realize that some people will be upset at the whole break up of the perfect Alice/Jasper couple, but it's called artistic freedom. Don't get me wrong I like them together better than apart but the idea just came to me and couldn't just let it go. So I wrote it down and what you have read so far is the effect of a story writing its self. The storyline practically appears as I write it. Basically I didn't know if Jasper would pick Kadie or alice until I wrote that he even showed up at all. lol Feel free to comment, but don't be mean about it. = )
Brief Summary: Kadie awakes and realizes what she has become. She realizes that Jasper regrets creating and that she has to start over with her life, no more family or friends from her past. She finds her new exsitance almost unbearable.
Characters:Alice, Jasper, Bella, Edward, and canon characters
Setting: Cullens Home / Surrounding Forest
Rating: PG-13 (for future events)
Homewrecker
"Oh Kadie," said Bella wrapping me in a hug. It meant nothing coming from her, someone I barely knew.
"Why....," the question caught in my throat that began to burn. My grief began to ease as it was replaced by a stronger desire, thrist. It clawed at me growing stronger till I could barely stand.
"Kadie, let go. Your hurting me," said Bella her voice kind , but with a true current of slight panic. I let go in shock. She rubbed her arms where a slight indention in the form of my hands had formed. I looked at my hands in horror. Bella looked at Edward's concerned expression. Slowly the indictions filled returning her arms to normal, for a vampire. "See it's all right," she said but her gaze turned wary to me.
"I'm sorry, " I stammered. "Really." I groaned folding my arms tightly across my chest , else I risk hurting someone else. "It's maddening....the thrist! Tell me what to do!" I moaned almost screaming in frustration. I closed my eyes fighting to control it. A firm small hand grasped my upper arm leading me. I didn't open my eyes, simplying following. Under the thirst I felt a faint surprise at my new found grace - thirst quickly drowned out the surprise.
Soon I could tell we had left the house. The overpowering smells and sounds of the forest filled my senses. My eyes flew open instictively. The colors too were brighter than I ever remebered them as, like a blind man seeing a sunset for the first time. A movement in the corner of my eye caught my attention and I was after it, a dog to a rabbit.
I moved faster than I had ever moved before, the trees and ground moving in a blur. It was over in a second, the squirrel in my hands warm and struggling then lifeless at my feet drained of blood. I stood the blood still clouding my senses. It was a second before the lust gave way to guilt. I looked at the little cold body and turned away disgusted with myself.
The woman who had lead me out here stood a little ways off apraising me. She was petite with short spikey hair and pixie like countance. She looked to be my age or maybe a year older. Her expression was blank but her eyes glinted with undercurrent I didn't understand. I didn't know her and that itself scared me.
"Alice? Alice what do you think you are doing?" It was his voice, the one I had longed to hear since I awoke. I stared in the direction of his voice in time to see him emerge from the trees a little ways off. He walked straight to her. A look or worry clear on his face. I wondered if he could feel the tension.
Alice didn't answer still looking at me her gaze potraying cold fury now. She was the reason...the reason why Jasper didn't love me. I was the other woman I realized with sudden horror. "What do you think you are doing?" He asked again ignoring me. His words felt like knifes being thrown at my chest where my heart once beat. Suddenly a sense of peace began to ease my pain, but I fought it. It was the only way to free myself from him since he despertly wanted to be free of me- he would have to drive me away himself.
I won the pain stayed, but alice relaxed a little. "She was hungry," she stated simply her tone filled with contempt. With out a further word she marched away, though she was much to graceful to truly call it that. He sighed turning to face me. I waited for the killing blow, but it never came.
"Why do you fight it," he finally asked breaking the silence. His voice sounded like velvet to me eencasing me in his words. I shook my head trying to clear it of such thoughts. "He doesn't want me....he doesn't want me..." I repeated over and over in my head. Each time felt like I was twisting those invisible knives deeper and deeper into my dead heart. His expression became pain like he could feel my pain too. "Please, stop....toturing yourself," he said his voice desperate. "Why do you do this to yourself?" he asked closing the distance between us until I could have reached a hand out to touch him, but I didn't.
I looked at his sad features and almost the felt the peace that he seemed to be trying to sooth my pain with, but my mind embraced the pain as a sheild against him, anything and everything that came from him. "Because you don't want me...you can't," I replied turning away. I couldn't look at him my stone heart shattering like glass.
He reached out a hand and touched my shoulder. The shatter pieces of my heart trembled. Afraid that they would try to reform, I ran, leaving him there. I couldn't take it I had to get away.
I ran blindly not sure of my destination or of anything really. I don't know how long I ran, but by the time I stopped I knew I was lost. The trees took on an erie cadence as the sun egan to fall over the tree line and my heightened senses made the effect all the more sureal. I sat at the foot of a nearby tree and closed my eyes. I saw his face, pained. Frustrated my eyes flew open wiping the image of him from my mind.
Why had I ever fallen for him? I knew. It was because he was mysterious, brooding, enticing, and I was just a stupid curious girl that got too close. I sighed. I had ruined my life my future at the had of one boy. Worst yet I couldn't blame him.
He was there. He was always there. I heard him before I saw him. He sat down beside me his face turned toward me searching. I didn't look at him at first. Wondering if I Iooked if he would turn to smoke and vanish. "Why are you here?" I whispered looking at him. His expression was one of pity- I looked away.
"I'm here because until I meet you I thought that I could never love anyone more than Alice." He voice was sincere ,but I couldn't let me myself believe it. "You have a power over me that I can't escape. I'm here because I can't be without you, not matter what happens now."
I looked back at him his face inches from mine. His breath was sweet against my face. He leaned closer. "You need me and I'm dedicated to you." He kissed me and I kissed him back feeling the pieces of my heart shimmer and form again.I decided then that I would gladly face this life if it meant that he would be with me no matter what happens.
Author's Note: Ok so I realize that some people will be upset at the whole break up of the perfect Alice/Jasper couple, but it's called artistic freedom. Don't get me wrong I like them together better than apart but the idea just came to me and couldn't just let it go. So I wrote it down and what you have read so far is the effect of a story writing its self. The storyline practically appears as I write it. Basically I didn't know if Jasper would pick Kadie or alice until I wrote that he even showed up at all. lol Feel free to comment, but don't be mean about it. = )