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being on a higher dosage of my medicine is beginning to turn me into a bit of a wacko, and my emotions are all over the place. i am thankful this is my last month, and hopefully i will have clear skin, FOR-EVER! i am really happy that i had chex and court to make me feel better. it's nice to have people have your back like that. speaking of which, i feel like i am at a point in my life where i'm really content with the friends i have and the friends i no longer have. i really don't have any desire to try and make nice with any new people, this is just fine.
i'm still a sack of shit, but i have hope that that will change in the weeks to come. i was so gung-ho about doing really well in school, getting another job, exercising regularly, and picking up a few hobbies. and, well, i am kind of failing at all that. i am doing pretty decent in school, though, so that's a relief. i just wish i was pulling all A's. my sleeping and eating habits suck, and i just desperately wish to be healthier. why i do this to myself, i don't know. i have been sick a lot, at least 6 times within a span of a year. i may or may have not had scabies, twice! and i now have a fucking stye. my luck with my health has not been the best. and i think i need to suck it up and be better to myself. i have cut out drinking though, or at least limited my drinking, and i think that will help me a ton. i realized i kind of hate alcohol unless i am peer pressured, which i am kind of a pushover for.
other than all of that nonsense, shit's pretty good. good relationship, good friends, family life is going so well for once. oh, and my car is finallllly fixed. a lot of awesome things to be happy about. now, if i only could get my shit together and have it stay that way, my life would be the shit and i would rule all.
i'm still a sack of shit, but i have hope that that will change in the weeks to come. i was so gung-ho about doing really well in school, getting another job, exercising regularly, and picking up a few hobbies. and, well, i am kind of failing at all that. i am doing pretty decent in school, though, so that's a relief. i just wish i was pulling all A's. my sleeping and eating habits suck, and i just desperately wish to be healthier. why i do this to myself, i don't know. i have been sick a lot, at least 6 times within a span of a year. i may or may have not had scabies, twice! and i now have a fucking stye. my luck with my health has not been the best. and i think i need to suck it up and be better to myself. i have cut out drinking though, or at least limited my drinking, and i think that will help me a ton. i realized i kind of hate alcohol unless i am peer pressured, which i am kind of a pushover for.
other than all of that nonsense, shit's pretty good. good relationship, good friends, family life is going so well for once. oh, and my car is finallllly fixed. a lot of awesome things to be happy about. now, if i only could get my shit together and have it stay that way, my life would be the shit and i would rule all.