Dec 08, 2008 18:42
Have you ever looked back and thought "Wow. I was completely off there."
Well, I always thought of myself as a good friend, a nice guy, didn't do much wrong.
Well, looking back at old journal entries, I realized that I was a complete idiot. I thought that I was being such a great friend to people when all I was doing was typing silly journal entries about how mad i was at the world. It was a terrible thing to do and I really should have tried to not be so wrapped up in myself that I didn't treat people the way they should have been. Despite reading other peoples journals things that I should have just let go, I would hold grudges, get angry, ignore people and even worse, I would start drifting myself apart from people that actually meant something to me.
I really shouldn't have taken my friends for granted, I'm sorry to all of those people who have ever been hurt or ignored by me in the past and even in the present. I really seem to have let a lot of great friendships dissipate right underneath me. Sorry guys.
I'm not depressed or anything. This isn't a plea for attention or help. It's more like a thank you to all of those who have supported me for so long and being good to you guys, despite my random pointless sour moments.
- Joe