Aug 06, 2005 18:27
Sarah told me to update, so I will. Things have been boring, lately. Yesterday, Larissa and I went for a bike ride. It was fun. Wow. My life is so eventful.
Anyways, I was in a very weird mood yesterday. I was thinking about all the things I did when I was little. I remembered all the games I used to have. So, I went into my closet and found a bunch of stuff that I hadn't seen in years. Like my Lite-Brite. And Lite-Brite is awesome. I'm happy to say it still works. Lol. I also found a really really old computer game thingy. It was my brothers. It still works. "Jesus Christ," I think to myself out loud, "This stuff is really old and still works, wtf." I also found a game called Hi-Ho Cherry-O. And I still have a Creepy Crawlers Workshop thing.
It made me happy to explore all of these old games. A bunch of memories came flooding back to me. It put me in a very mellow mood.
I have also realized that I am not as angsty as I was/have been over the past couple weeks. Things havn't really gotten much better. And yet, I feel care free. But at the same time, I feel tied down by my worries. I know that doesn't make much sense to you, but it does to me. I feel like I have stopped caring, but I know thats not true. After everything that has happened, nervous breakdowns, hospitals, car accidents, fights, threats, I am not pessimistic. All I keep thinking is that it will work itself out, and soon. Soon everything will be fine again. Of course, I have to think this way. If I dont, then I will drive myself insane.
Ah well. My family from texas is leaving Monday morning. *tear* I will miss them all. Probably Craig, Jodi, and Mathew more. I wont see them again for... most likely.... 4 more years.
I think this is good enough for my update.