Nov 25, 2008 11:09
Right now.
I want to be doing something else.
Out in the cold, swinging swings.
Rediscovering ink and paper
anything
But sitting here with my muscles bunching
nursing a single cup of coffee
remembering to drink water
reading scripture
cobbling a play out of words that were never addressed to me
I want to be doing something else
riding the el downtown
walking through the zoo
shopping even. Even shopping
It seems like I am never here
doing what I am doing
No matter what I am doing
I am always wanting
Something
Else.
identity crisis