Hello, I love you, let me jump in your game.
(01:51:31) c y t h: So who are you?
(01:51:48) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: hi!
(01:51:55) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: my name is Fabio!
(01:52:49) c y t h: Oh, so you're the guy responsible for those cheap romance novels. You plague every housewife's mind, you know.
(01:53:29) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: sorry, but i study english many years ago....
(01:53:55) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: and now i don't understand....good
(01:54:07) c y t h: If you don't understand, isn't that bad?
(01:54:11) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: :D
(01:54:35) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: because in italy.....
(01:54:44) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: 9.00 a.m.
(01:54:59) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: can i see yuo?!
(01:55:05) c y t h: No, I'm sorry, but you can't see me
(01:55:23) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: ok
(01:55:35) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: today i don't have a cam.....
(01:55:49) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: but tomorrow maybe!
(01:55:55) c y t h: Your mom's nurses must have laughed their asses off when she named you.
(01:56:14) c y t h: I don't really want to see you, I'm not really interested in that sort of thing
(01:56:42) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: I'm 31 yaers old!
(01:56:48) c y t h: I'm not surprised!
(01:56:54) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: i'm a engineer
(01:56:59) c y t h: Oh yeah, for what?
(01:57:14) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: Ambientale
(01:58:15) c y t h: Fabio, the 31 year old engineer talking to 18 year old girls across seas. This is classic, did you know that?
(01:58:31) c y t h: Very cliche.
(01:59:01) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: yes!
(01:59:12) c y t h: That's right!
(01:59:29) c y t h: I'm sorry, I just don't feel that we are clicking very well. I guess we just weren't meant to be
(01:59:30) c y t h: Is that okay?
(01:59:51) c y t h: Because I don't think I'm ever going to talk to you again.
(01:59:58) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: sorry, but i don't understand!
(02:00:05) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: ok
(02:00:07) c y t h: It's alright, good night/morning
(02:00:20) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: maybe see you later!
(02:00:24) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: Ciaoooooooooooooooooooooooo
(02:00:31) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: (Kisses)
(02:00:37) c y t h: That's very doubtful, but Ciao!
Wasn't Fabio just so fucking cute? Honestly, that was pure innocence mixed with a hint of pervert at it's finest.
Got some material on Primitivism today. I'm surprised by the attacks anarchists made on it, but then again I'm not really surprised at all, because it's pretty simple and a little too simple for most people to give a shit about. I mean, what would you do without your electronics, artificial heat/cooling systems, and pre-fab houses? Well, shit, you'd probably fucking die! NO KIDDING. That's the whole point.
For me, anyways. That's what I'm trying to look into, to see if other Primitivists feel the same way, or maybe I'm not that at all, and I'm just mixing up a bunch of shit together and it just sounds/looks/feels like it. I don't agree that Primitisim is for hippie poets that would rather bitch than act by example, because not only do I lack the general creativity necessary for poetry, I generally don't care for poetry to begin with. AND! now that I'm starting to find (well, so far just one, but maybe more!) people that have some similar interests, we ARE leading an example. A very positive one, for that matter, so fuck you guys. Stay at home and watch MTV, eat your McDonald's, and go wax your new SUV you just had to have. I'm going to be going outside and taking a look around, figuring out the best approach to make this place cleaner in every aspect of the word. I feel better about my decisions. I made my mom cry today because she doesn't quite understand that the $1200 they owe me would be a perfect birthday gift if she wants to "help" us instead of that plane ticket home they're trying to pursuade me with. For my birthday I originally requested several pictures of my doggie, and two kitty cats. (I want to add that I would LOVE pictures of them in the snow, and the house covered in snow and just about anything else covered in snow, anyone who could help me with this would be absolutely incredible) Instead I get an attempt at guilt-tripping about being missed. I know it was meant well, for what's been now three months now, I'm really, really tired of saying how fucked I would be if I came home right now. Yeah, I know you want me to come home, I know the office wants me to come home, I know whoever else you talk to says that me moving here was a bad idea, but you know what, if I moved back NOW, *everything* I have done until this point will have been a COMPLETE waste of time, money, and effort. THAT WOULD BE THE WORST MOVE I COULD MAKE RIGHT NOW. And yet you cry, as if I'm yelling at you, when you just told me that you don't want to send out that money because you and Papa both feel that it's a waste. That's funny that you say that, because when you guys failed at moving away from comfy Rhode Island, I'm going to excell and I'm going to do everything that my twisted little heart desires. Maybe you trying to move away WAS a waste, maybe you couldn't handle it - the feeling of being foreign every time you step outside your apartment, the lack of people you know, the boredom of not knowing where to go to meet nice people and do things you love. Or maybe Rhode Island is just for you. Whatever it is, there is no reason to not support my decision to grow as a person and find ways to get that experience I desperately need as a rehabilitator. Perhaps you think that my ideas of re-educating modern society as we know it and to turn it's heads to the overlooked, such as neutralizing domestic animals (oh yes, including humans), chemical drugs and driving while intoxicated under any substance, are futile. Perhaps my standards are too high. Maybe you would rather see poverty, substance abuse, overpopulation, and innocent death instead. That's fine, that's just a difference in opinion. But if you'd rather not see those latter things, and you don't do a damn thing about it, you're just the same as the assholes that advertise for it on your TV.
So really, what I'm trying to say is that I miss my cats very badly. The withdrawl is just too much.
/rant
(01:51:48) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: hi!
(01:51:55) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: my name is Fabio!
(01:52:49) c y t h: Oh, so you're the guy responsible for those cheap romance novels. You plague every housewife's mind, you know.
(01:53:29) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: sorry, but i study english many years ago....
(01:53:55) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: and now i don't understand....good
(01:54:07) c y t h: If you don't understand, isn't that bad?
(01:54:11) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: :D
(01:54:35) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: because in italy.....
(01:54:44) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: 9.00 a.m.
(01:54:59) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: can i see yuo?!
(01:55:05) c y t h: No, I'm sorry, but you can't see me
(01:55:23) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: ok
(01:55:35) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: today i don't have a cam.....
(01:55:49) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: but tomorrow maybe!
(01:55:55) c y t h: Your mom's nurses must have laughed their asses off when she named you.
(01:56:14) c y t h: I don't really want to see you, I'm not really interested in that sort of thing
(01:56:42) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: I'm 31 yaers old!
(01:56:48) c y t h: I'm not surprised!
(01:56:54) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: i'm a engineer
(01:56:59) c y t h: Oh yeah, for what?
(01:57:14) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: Ambientale
(01:58:15) c y t h: Fabio, the 31 year old engineer talking to 18 year old girls across seas. This is classic, did you know that?
(01:58:31) c y t h: Very cliche.
(01:59:01) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: yes!
(01:59:12) c y t h: That's right!
(01:59:29) c y t h: I'm sorry, I just don't feel that we are clicking very well. I guess we just weren't meant to be
(01:59:30) c y t h: Is that okay?
(01:59:51) c y t h: Because I don't think I'm ever going to talk to you again.
(01:59:58) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: sorry, but i don't understand!
(02:00:05) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: ok
(02:00:07) c y t h: It's alright, good night/morning
(02:00:20) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: maybe see you later!
(02:00:24) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: Ciaoooooooooooooooooooooooo
(02:00:31) aldente_rt@hotmail.com: (Kisses)
(02:00:37) c y t h: That's very doubtful, but Ciao!
Wasn't Fabio just so fucking cute? Honestly, that was pure innocence mixed with a hint of pervert at it's finest.
Got some material on Primitivism today. I'm surprised by the attacks anarchists made on it, but then again I'm not really surprised at all, because it's pretty simple and a little too simple for most people to give a shit about. I mean, what would you do without your electronics, artificial heat/cooling systems, and pre-fab houses? Well, shit, you'd probably fucking die! NO KIDDING. That's the whole point.
For me, anyways. That's what I'm trying to look into, to see if other Primitivists feel the same way, or maybe I'm not that at all, and I'm just mixing up a bunch of shit together and it just sounds/looks/feels like it. I don't agree that Primitisim is for hippie poets that would rather bitch than act by example, because not only do I lack the general creativity necessary for poetry, I generally don't care for poetry to begin with. AND! now that I'm starting to find (well, so far just one, but maybe more!) people that have some similar interests, we ARE leading an example. A very positive one, for that matter, so fuck you guys. Stay at home and watch MTV, eat your McDonald's, and go wax your new SUV you just had to have. I'm going to be going outside and taking a look around, figuring out the best approach to make this place cleaner in every aspect of the word. I feel better about my decisions. I made my mom cry today because she doesn't quite understand that the $1200 they owe me would be a perfect birthday gift if she wants to "help" us instead of that plane ticket home they're trying to pursuade me with. For my birthday I originally requested several pictures of my doggie, and two kitty cats. (I want to add that I would LOVE pictures of them in the snow, and the house covered in snow and just about anything else covered in snow, anyone who could help me with this would be absolutely incredible) Instead I get an attempt at guilt-tripping about being missed. I know it was meant well, for what's been now three months now, I'm really, really tired of saying how fucked I would be if I came home right now. Yeah, I know you want me to come home, I know the office wants me to come home, I know whoever else you talk to says that me moving here was a bad idea, but you know what, if I moved back NOW, *everything* I have done until this point will have been a COMPLETE waste of time, money, and effort. THAT WOULD BE THE WORST MOVE I COULD MAKE RIGHT NOW. And yet you cry, as if I'm yelling at you, when you just told me that you don't want to send out that money because you and Papa both feel that it's a waste. That's funny that you say that, because when you guys failed at moving away from comfy Rhode Island, I'm going to excell and I'm going to do everything that my twisted little heart desires. Maybe you trying to move away WAS a waste, maybe you couldn't handle it - the feeling of being foreign every time you step outside your apartment, the lack of people you know, the boredom of not knowing where to go to meet nice people and do things you love. Or maybe Rhode Island is just for you. Whatever it is, there is no reason to not support my decision to grow as a person and find ways to get that experience I desperately need as a rehabilitator. Perhaps you think that my ideas of re-educating modern society as we know it and to turn it's heads to the overlooked, such as neutralizing domestic animals (oh yes, including humans), chemical drugs and driving while intoxicated under any substance, are futile. Perhaps my standards are too high. Maybe you would rather see poverty, substance abuse, overpopulation, and innocent death instead. That's fine, that's just a difference in opinion. But if you'd rather not see those latter things, and you don't do a damn thing about it, you're just the same as the assholes that advertise for it on your TV.
So really, what I'm trying to say is that I miss my cats very badly. The withdrawl is just too much.
/rant