If only I could make a deal with god
&& get him to swap our places.
I'm afraid to sleep again.
It's nightmare after nightmare.
The most horrible thing is; I can n e v e r remember them.
I wake up, my heart pounding, trying to jump out of my chest,
fear caught in my throat, sweating.
I'm always surprised I don't scream in my sleep.
How.
Fucking.
Stupid.
I need to fucking shower. Shit.
Haha. My life is pathetic :3 yay.
I'm afraid to sleep again.
It's nightmare after nightmare.
The most horrible thing is; I can n e v e r remember them.
I wake up, my heart pounding, trying to jump out of my chest,
fear caught in my throat, sweating.
I'm always surprised I don't scream in my sleep.
How.
Fucking.
Stupid.
I need to fucking shower. Shit.
Haha. My life is pathetic :3 yay.