boo
apparently i've been too depressing...
but tha tis only because i only feel th eneed to write when i feel the need to talk about something ...
and i don't usually need to talk about good things ;)
but yes, life is good.
i'm in modeling and control now, waiting for my data to collect. class ended 30 minutes ago. i'm supposed to be at a physics homework session now. everything runs over into everything else...and my dad is so carefully planned and structured because there is just so much to do that it messes everything up. tomorrow we get back the first half of our physics tests. i'm scared.
i just hope to pass and learn enough so that next semester i won't be this bad.
which is why when everyone tells me 'pass no record' i'm like..yeah..but i need to know this material. and that's just it.
others are slacking now...a lot...and maybe they can, but i can't. so. i am working my butt off and only getting enough sleep because i forfeit something in the process...like running in the morning because i'm a bum.
or some homework problems. and sometimes i don't forfeit anything at all. tis a case by case thing. should i or should i not do this and sleep...or not? is it that important to me?
and more often than not, the answer is yes - i should do this.
but i've still been geting sufficient sleep. the least i've gotten is 5 but that was only one day. and every sunday i make sure to get at least 10. because that makes me happy and then i feel like going through the week.
tis almost a three day weekend. that makes me happy.
i also plan to go to chinatown on saturday.
what shall i do on sunday? i could stay over at MIT and just spend the day there..hrmm...quite interesting prospects. there is always work to do but that would suck. monday i will do work...eh i don't know. only 5 more minutes for my data to continue collecting...woohoo.
olin is cool. work is hard. life is good. relationships are iffy. friends are yummy. the food is soo good and way too fucking tempting and DUDES i swear to god it's bad.
but tha tis only because i only feel th eneed to write when i feel the need to talk about something ...
and i don't usually need to talk about good things ;)
but yes, life is good.
i'm in modeling and control now, waiting for my data to collect. class ended 30 minutes ago. i'm supposed to be at a physics homework session now. everything runs over into everything else...and my dad is so carefully planned and structured because there is just so much to do that it messes everything up. tomorrow we get back the first half of our physics tests. i'm scared.
i just hope to pass and learn enough so that next semester i won't be this bad.
which is why when everyone tells me 'pass no record' i'm like..yeah..but i need to know this material. and that's just it.
others are slacking now...a lot...and maybe they can, but i can't. so. i am working my butt off and only getting enough sleep because i forfeit something in the process...like running in the morning because i'm a bum.
or some homework problems. and sometimes i don't forfeit anything at all. tis a case by case thing. should i or should i not do this and sleep...or not? is it that important to me?
and more often than not, the answer is yes - i should do this.
but i've still been geting sufficient sleep. the least i've gotten is 5 but that was only one day. and every sunday i make sure to get at least 10. because that makes me happy and then i feel like going through the week.
tis almost a three day weekend. that makes me happy.
i also plan to go to chinatown on saturday.
what shall i do on sunday? i could stay over at MIT and just spend the day there..hrmm...quite interesting prospects. there is always work to do but that would suck. monday i will do work...eh i don't know. only 5 more minutes for my data to continue collecting...woohoo.
olin is cool. work is hard. life is good. relationships are iffy. friends are yummy. the food is soo good and way too fucking tempting and DUDES i swear to god it's bad.